021 - Feelings

Hai itna dard mere seene me, chahkar bhi tujhe bata nhi sakta
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
Na ho mayus… main to gunehgaar hu tera e-yaar…
Jo saja deni hai de… par ye nata main chhuda nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…

The bade shauk mere, tere sang har sapna joda maine…
Sirf tere hasi ki khatir har rishta toda maine…
Kate hai kitne din kitni raat tere liye ro roke…
Kambakht hu bahaut, ye bhi to main tujhe gina nahi sakta…
Nahi chahta hu dil dukhana main tera….
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…

Kal laga mujhe ye batadu… tera pyar hai jo dil me pal raha hai
Ki rishta mera pavitra hai, jo har chahat ko daba ke chal raha hai…
Ek ankh me chamak hai teri hasi dekhkar… par!
Ek ankh se wo ansu beh raha hai….
Jo chup hai ki apni halat tujhe bata nhi sakta….
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
The kal jo khayal tere liye wo sada wahi rahenge….
Mujhe galat par log humesa tuje sahi kahenge…

Kar dunga Qurban izzat-e-umra apni tujhpar…
Mere irade jaha the wahi rahenge….
Hai kitna pyar tujhse ye maine tujhe dikha nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
Hai itna dard mere seene me, chahkar bhi tujhe bata nhi sakta

Written on - 14.12.2010 (10.48-11.6)pm (lw) (prncs)
Yesterday night about 11.30pm, I open my feelings for Princess & now recvd her call,
she said “bhagwan mere sath majak Q kar raha hai” I never forgive myself… 
In this world… only she is remain for me!)