Thursday, January 17, 2019

070 - Laal Patang (Real Feelings For Princess)

Kali ghatao se ghiri hui, akash ki chadar pe
kabhi panchiyo se batlaye, kabhi khud se hi takraye,,,
thandi hawa mein behti hui, ek laal patang, bilkul alag dikh rahi thi

Wo naach rahi thi aise, jaisi use kuch pal hi mile ho,
asmaan mein anchal failane ko…
main dekh raha tha use… apni chat pe tanhai mein leta hua…
main dekh raha tha use… udaas sa, apni bebasi pe rota hua…
ki “laal patang” jab jab, gol gol ghuma karti, mujhe hasi si ajati thi
ki “laal patang” jab jab julfo ki tarah leherti chali jati,

Mujhe hasi si aa jati…
maine us laal patang ko kareeb se dekha,,, wok hush thi asman mein udkar
par itna nhi, ki wo humehsa ud sake…
maine us patang mein apni dor ko bandh diya,
tanhai alag kardi, bebasi ko rok diya, rona tham gaya…
maine use sambhala, or use kayde se ucha udana shuru kiya…

Wo khub khush thi ab, hawa k pardo ko cheerti hui
be khauf chali ja rahi thi, jaise wo asmaan k ant ka pata karna chahati ho,
maine use ye ehsas dilaya, ki wo khub ude, dhang se, apne man se,,,
wo udne lagi, jaise uski dor ki koi seema hi na ho…
jaise use jameen pe ana hi na ho…

Main hasta raha, laal patang ko udata raha…
ab “laal patang” meri hasi, meri khushi,
jeevan ka ek hissa ban gayi thi….
Main use raat mein, thoda niche lake, ped se dor bandh k chod deta
Fir ek nayi subha ke sath, ek naye andaaz se udaan bharta

Kuch din to yuhi chalta raha
Mera dil beehelta raha…
Achanak se, usne uchai kuch jyada pakadli…
Mujhe dar lagne laga, dor na toot jaye
Koi jahaz na takra jaye…
Ki main apni patang ki dor ko majboot karne ki soch hi raha tha..

Ki…
Tabhi…
Ek jahaz aya, meri patang ko khud mein lapet kar le gaya
Or meri door toot gayi…

Mera muh khula ka khula reh gaya…
Tanhai, jo niche padi thi, uchal kar mere dil se lipat gayi
Bebasi ne mere kandhe pakd liye, or main ek bar fir se rone laaga..
Patang ke man mein kya tha… kehna mushkil tha,
Use uchai mein udna pasand tha, chahhe kaisie bhi…
Dor se , ya jahaz se,,,

Wo jahaz se is kadar lipti ki, khub tez, uchi udne lagi, use khayal nhi
Ki door jo niche toot k gir gayi hai, uske kitni chot ayi hogi
Wo door na jane, kitne purane makano pe hoke gujri hogi…
Maine saari dor ek jagah lappet kar rakh li…

Ab “laal patang” akash mein hai, or main dor k sath zameen pe,,,
Umeed hai, ek din laal patang ki najar (call of Princess for 1 min.)
Uske seene pe fase hue, “kanno” pe padegi, shayad fir use dor ki yaad ajaye
Or wo asmaan ko chodke, fir se us dor mein bandhne chali aaye…
kassh ke meri “laal patang” ek bar fir laut aye…

(1.46 to 2.01) pm Saturday 3/11/12 (In the loving memories of my true love - princess)

No comments:

Post a Comment