Thursday, January 24, 2019

071 - Akela

Us Raat Main Roshan Kuch Yu Hua...
Ki Khud Ki Mehfil Mein Andhera Ho Gaya...
Kab Uski Yaad Mein Raat Kati...
Aur Najane Kab Savera Ho Gaya...
Wakt Ne Mere Li Kuch Aisi Karwatein...
Kaise Kab Kya Hua Kuch Samajh Na Paye...
Kis Ghaat Se Leli Vida, Kis Ghaat Basera Ho Gaya...
Rawani Thi Mauzo'n Ki Jab Sagar Mein...
Sangil "Deepak" Ka Mahol Kuch Aur Tha...
Sangil "Deepak" Ka Mahol Kuch Aur Tha...
Taira To Sab Saath Ho Gaye...
Main Dooba To Akela Ho Gaya...
Main Akela Ho Gaya...

This poetry written for the day 08th Dec 2002 when I lost my home. 11th Nov 2007 - 09:50pm

Thursday, January 17, 2019

070 - Laal Patang (Real Feelings For Princess)

Kali ghatao se ghiri hui, akash ki chadar pe
kabhi panchiyo se batlaye, kabhi khud se hi takraye,,,
thandi hawa mein behti hui, ek laal patang, bilkul alag dikh rahi thi

Wo naach rahi thi aise, jaisi use kuch pal hi mile ho,
asmaan mein anchal failane ko…
main dekh raha tha use… apni chat pe tanhai mein leta hua…
main dekh raha tha use… udaas sa, apni bebasi pe rota hua…
ki “laal patang” jab jab, gol gol ghuma karti, mujhe hasi si ajati thi
ki “laal patang” jab jab julfo ki tarah leherti chali jati,

Mujhe hasi si aa jati…
maine us laal patang ko kareeb se dekha,,, wok hush thi asman mein udkar
par itna nhi, ki wo humehsa ud sake…
maine us patang mein apni dor ko bandh diya,
tanhai alag kardi, bebasi ko rok diya, rona tham gaya…
maine use sambhala, or use kayde se ucha udana shuru kiya…

Wo khub khush thi ab, hawa k pardo ko cheerti hui
be khauf chali ja rahi thi, jaise wo asmaan k ant ka pata karna chahati ho,
maine use ye ehsas dilaya, ki wo khub ude, dhang se, apne man se,,,
wo udne lagi, jaise uski dor ki koi seema hi na ho…
jaise use jameen pe ana hi na ho…

Main hasta raha, laal patang ko udata raha…
ab “laal patang” meri hasi, meri khushi,
jeevan ka ek hissa ban gayi thi….
Main use raat mein, thoda niche lake, ped se dor bandh k chod deta
Fir ek nayi subha ke sath, ek naye andaaz se udaan bharta

Kuch din to yuhi chalta raha
Mera dil beehelta raha…
Achanak se, usne uchai kuch jyada pakadli…
Mujhe dar lagne laga, dor na toot jaye
Koi jahaz na takra jaye…
Ki main apni patang ki dor ko majboot karne ki soch hi raha tha..

Ki…
Tabhi…
Ek jahaz aya, meri patang ko khud mein lapet kar le gaya
Or meri door toot gayi…

Mera muh khula ka khula reh gaya…
Tanhai, jo niche padi thi, uchal kar mere dil se lipat gayi
Bebasi ne mere kandhe pakd liye, or main ek bar fir se rone laaga..
Patang ke man mein kya tha… kehna mushkil tha,
Use uchai mein udna pasand tha, chahhe kaisie bhi…
Dor se , ya jahaz se,,,

Wo jahaz se is kadar lipti ki, khub tez, uchi udne lagi, use khayal nhi
Ki door jo niche toot k gir gayi hai, uske kitni chot ayi hogi
Wo door na jane, kitne purane makano pe hoke gujri hogi…
Maine saari dor ek jagah lappet kar rakh li…

Ab “laal patang” akash mein hai, or main dor k sath zameen pe,,,
Umeed hai, ek din laal patang ki najar (call of Princess for 1 min.)
Uske seene pe fase hue, “kanno” pe padegi, shayad fir use dor ki yaad ajaye
Or wo asmaan ko chodke, fir se us dor mein bandhne chali aaye…
kassh ke meri “laal patang” ek bar fir laut aye…

(1.46 to 2.01) pm Saturday 3/11/12 (In the loving memories of my true love - princess)

069 - Mushayra-3

Sayings:
Alawa Mohabbat ke...
Kisi aur ke hum shaukeen nahi...
Laga Liya Hai Rog-e-Ishq gale humne...
Aur Pata Bhi Hai... Iska Koi Hakeem Nahi

Reply:
Mana mohabbat ke alawa..."deepak"
Koi kisi aur ka shaukeen nahi hota hai...
Kaun Kehta Hai La-ilaaz Hai ye IshQ...
Apna 'Mehboob' hi is rog ka hakeem hota hai....

30th Jan 2014 - For All

ilzaam to aap par bhi lagayenge...
kagaz aur kalam meri...
na apko padha hota 'Ghalib'...
na inhe barbaad karta main....

29th Jan 2014 - For All

Na Raha Mujhe Shauk Ab...
Likhne'gaane ka...
Ki Tareeka badal gaya hai ajkal....
Ishq jatane ka...

29th Jan 2014 - For All

Mel na kaheyga e-zindagi lagta hai...
Tujse mera...Mujhse tera....
Main chahta kuch or hu...
Tu karati kuch or hain...

29th Jan 2014 - For All

Bech raha hu aam cheez main... Ishq lelo... Ishq lelo...
Bewafao'n ka zamana hai, nazrein chura rahe'n hain...
Lagta Hai ho chukin hai mohabbat inko bhi...Ek Baar To...
Tabhi..Darwazein Laga Rahe hai...Bahane Bana Rahe'n hai....

29th Jan 2014 - For All

068 - Ek Saal

Celebrating loneliness...

Lo beet gaya ek saal teri baho ke Majar mein…
Ki bacha raha main tanhai ke khanjar sein…
Teri ankho mein duba raha, khayalo mein khoya raha…
Jagate rahe khayal tere, na kabhi main soya raha…

Sun…
Dil mein ab bus hukumat hai sirf teri…
Mere lavo pea b guftgu hai sirf teri…
Meri batein mere vadein to the hi tere…
Ab ye jaan hai, wo hai sirf teri
Teri hasi, teri sharam, uff, itrana mujhe jalana…
Sb yaad ata hai, mushkil hai ab bhulana…
Pyar mein badh gaya, badh gaya, badhta gaya main be khabar..
Itna aage le ayi hai teri mohabbat, pata nhi kya manjil hai is dagar
Bus rakh apna haQ mujhpe tu… yahi kaafi hai, filhal is safar…

Chal, ek khel khele… Hissa baat lete hai…
Sab tera tum mere to sb kehte hai…
Meri sun…
Sab tera, main bhi tera, meri saari khushiya teri…
Mujhe jyada nhi, kuch kam dede… lele meri khushiya apne gham dede
Teri bateon ka deewana hu, tera khwaish se begana…
Mujhe jaisa bhi aya tujhse kiya, is ishQ se main tha begana…
Thak gaya tha, main ladte ladte hai apne hi sapno se..
Mujhe khafai, rusvai milti thi . khud apno se..
Tu ayi, khushi layi, mere honto pe ronak ayi…
Warna kaha koi nikal pata hai sapno se…
Tu khwab hai khubsurat, hakikat mein badal jaye to kya baat ho…
Teri palken uthe to roshan ho jau, jhuke to raat ho…
Har bar lagta hai, judaai se dar mujhe “e-jaan”
Alvida na kaha karo, jab jab mulaakat ho…
Lavz to bahaut hai…waQt kam hai mere pass…
Tu na sahi, teri kuch pal aaj bhi hai mere paas
Juda hona hi hai, to kyu na haske juda ho..
Rone ka na kaaran ho tere pas, na ho vajah koi mere paas

Kyu??
Haske tum alag hona, jab parayi ho jaogi
Kuch din baad kisi or ki baho mein so jaogi..
Aaj samne ho chhu ke mehsoos kar leta hu..
Kal to sirf mere “khayalo mein” reh jaogi..
Jaan, tum ek din mujhe door chali jaogi…hai na??

27th Sept 2013 15m Morn | In the deep memos of last love have 1 yr completed with her. On 27th Sept 2013...
I also wrote a large poem "loveyouforever -Sur" for her. Wonderful time with her...

067 - Sur

First Poem For Last Love

Arzi hai teri ki main aaj tere liye “kuch” likhu
Samajh nhi ata us “kuch” mein main kya likhu
Likh du bechainiya apne dil ki tujhe, ya jo khoya hai karaar likhu
Na likh saku badalti karwato ka dard, to kaha se kya tuje e-yaar likhu
Dekh! Na maine aj tak kiya hai jo, wo tere saath ho raha hai
Tu kahe to main apna, sirf apna, tere liye, aaj “pyaar” likhu
Likh du tere naam apni betabiyan, bebasi or majburiya
Ya tere liye jo dekhe wo sapne main tamam likhu…

Chal “Tujhse” shuru krta hu…
Tu hai wo sukoon jo mil jaye, to maja maut mein bhi na aye.
Tu hai wo khushi jo mil jaye, to maja jashn mein bhi na aye.
Tu hai tanhai ajab si, job bheed mein bhi akela kardeti hai mujhe
Tu hai purvai, jo roz sham ko mehka deti hai mujhe.
Tu hai wo ujli kiran jisske rub-a-ru se ye “Deepak” roshan hai
Tu hai wo chahat, jo mil jaye to koi khwaish na rahe
Tu sukoon hai, tu chain hai, mera karaar bhi tu hai.
Aaj sach kehta hu “Honey”, sathi humsafar to alag, mera pyar bhi tu hai

Ab kuch “meri” sunle…
Main hu awara badal, na jane kispe barsunga.
Par yakeen hai, tere liye har pal tarsunga.
Tu mil jaye bus, fir to agli saas nahi chahiye.
Tu ho baho mein, fir koi paas nhi chahhiye
Rakh bharosa mujh pe, tujh beshumar pyar dunga
Bachake rakha hai itne saalo se, har pal bar bar dunga
Tujhe rakhu piche palko ke, ankho mein basa lunga
Roz tujhe chhu kar tujhe or bhi tujhe nikhar dunga

Ab sun “mohabbat” kitni hai
Teri ankho ne Quaid kar liya hai meri najar ko
Ab jaha bhi dekhu, najar tu hi ati hai mujhe
Ye kya hai, ishq hai, fareb hai, bachpna hai ya bhool
Tu paas ake kyu nhi smjhati hai mujhe ?
Tab samjhayegi jab dil teri dhadkano se chalne lagega
Tab samjhayegi jab teri saaso se mera badan jud chukka hoga
Tab samjhayegi jab in ankho mein sapne tere ane laggenge… ya
Tab samjhayegi jab tere chehre ko dekh kar hi mera din nikla krega

Dekh!
Wakt hai abhi, mujhe sambhal de, mohabbt hone se
Warna fir koi nhi rok payega tujhe mujse mohabbt hone se
Ho gaya ishq to tujhe main khushi se bol dalunga
Kaske tujh baho mein, tere jism ko tod dalunga
Bebasi ki jindagi pe thuk-kar, main teri liye sapne dekhunga
Tera saath paate hi main apni kismat mod dalunga
Rakhunga tujhe bachake duniya ki buri njaar se…
Apni hasrat ko tujhme nichod dalunga
Na smjhunga, na smjhne dunga, be-inteha ishq jataunga
Ek ek katra apni mohabbat ka, main roz tujhpe luatunga
Bataunga tujhe zindagi ne kitni thokre di hai mujhe
Bataunga kitna jhulsa hu main khud ki barbadi mein
Batunaga tujhe maine gham kitna saha…or
Bataunga tujhe ki ye ankhein itni ghayal kyu rehti hai

Meri “hasrato” ko jaan le ab…
Hai hasrat hai tujhe gale lagake jee bhar ke rone ki
Teri sukoon bhari god mein sari umra sone ki
Ki meri adat ban chuki hai chupke chupke
Ansuo ki barish se apni palko ko dhone ki
Hai hasrat tujhe pyar itna du, tu “busss karo” kehde
Or main krta jau, krta jau, krta jau…
Teri jheel si akho mein, doob jau or tujpe harpal
Main marta jau, marta jau, marta jau

Sun!
Thak gaya hu main ladte ladte tanhai se
Ab to thaapad se lagte hai purvai se
Tu kuch kar is pathjhad ko sawan mein badal de
Paas aa, mera ishq to dekh gehrai se.
Ab tu hi bata likhne ko meri zindagi hai poori
Kya use tere liye main ab e-yaar likhu ?
Arzi hai teri ki main aaj tere liye “kuch” likhu
Samajh nhi ata us “kuch” mein main kya likhu...
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Jabse dekha hai tujhe, mujhe khud nhi maloom ye kya hai
Ishq hai, jog hai… ye kaisi khala hai, kaisi bala hai
Aa na… samhja naa ake, main kya karu bechain hu bahaut
Is mohabbt ki aag mein ye "Deepak” ki kyu har pal jala hai

Thursday, 27/9/12 Night 10.00 pm - this poem is writing for last love when her love for me is 2% only and she asks for to write 2 lines for her. ..
Now think when it will be 100% then I write once again in front of her...

066 - Fitoor

Khauf hai mujhe, rubru na ho jaye rusvai-e-khuda mujhse....
Ki aksar use poojna bhul jaata hoon...
Tujhe "Soojhney" ke chakkar mein...

07th Feb 2014 - Last Love

065 - 26th Feb 2013 (First Feel)

Is dil ka manzar kuch alag hi hota hai...
Tere ane se pehle... Tere Jaane Ke baad...
Jism mein sirhan kuch alag hi hoti hai...
Tere pas ane se pehle.... Tere Chhu janee ke baad...
Hain itna nasha...teri ankho mein...
Teri baton mein... teri sanson mein....
Junoon sa rehta hai...
Hosh khone se pehle... madhosh ho jaane ke baad...
Kuch maza nahi diya zindagi nein mujhe...
Tujhe paane se pehle... Tere kho jaanee ke baad...
Hai dur hoke bhi tu mere nas nas mein rama hua mere ishq-2
Mizaz kuch alag hi hote hai...
Tujhse baat karne se phle.... Tujhse baat hone ke baad...
Juda juda sa lagta hu...Luta luta sa lagta hu...
Teri bahon mein ane se pehle..."Wo" raat guzar jaane ke baad...

Live Writing - In the deep memos of princess missing her madly 26th Feb 2013 5m Morn.

064 - Tribute To Her...

Ki Kal Raat Kuch Is Tarah Guzaari Humne Yaro'n....
Kuch Zakhmo'n ko kured liya... Kuch Yadein Taaza Karli...

In the marriage of my friend Bindal Sab. 10th Feb 2014 dd

063 - Valentine's 2014

E-Dushman...
Tu kya khaak Bigadega mera...
Mujhe to meri mohabbatein barbaad na kar saki...

14-2-14 for all

062 - Ustaad-e-Naseehat

Time is the best teacher...
Karoobar tha ishq karna unke liye...
Lekin tazurbaa wo mujhe dete chale gaye...
Sabak pe Sabak diye mujhe mere wakt ne...
Mera Ustaad-e-nashihat banke...

18th Feb 14 - For All

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

061 - Maine Tujhse Pyaar Nahi Kiya

Koi tareefo'n ke bazaar lagata hai...
Koi Bheed lagata hai meri khubiyo'n ki...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
Tujhe Pata Hai Main tujse mohabbat karta hu...

Koi Kehta Hai mujhe humdum,
Koi humsafar banana chahta hai...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
Mere Samne Khade Raho...

Koi kehta hai main shareef hu...
Koi kehta hai tehzeebdaar hu...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
Main Tujhe achha lagta hoon...

Koi kehta hai main 'layak' hu...
Koi kehta hai kabil hu...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
Main tere kaam aaa sakta hu...

Koi Kehta hai mujhe bin jee nahi payega
Koi kehta hai mujhe bhula nahi payega...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
Ki 'Main' Tujhe yaad hoon...

Kisi ne dhoka dia, chup chap alag hoke...
Kisi ne dhoka dia, bad-lavz bolke...
Tu bus itna hi kehde...
'Maine tujhe pyaar nahi kiya'

Live writing 25th March 2014 7m Noon. In the deep memos of honey fzbd as today's morn I read her reply "kaha ho, i miss you". Only from this I became so happy and I feel that I miss her too a lot.

060 - Raas Na Aya

Jab sang sang sab kuch door chale, rah bhar koi saath na aaya...
Tab banke badal udd gaya main, kabhi kisi ke haath na aaya...
Laakh koshish ki maine, rutwa jamane ki mohabbato'n pe...
Mujhe to ye Ishq-e-manjar, bilkul raas na aaya....
Jo bas gaya tha dil mein, dhadkano'n se bhi gehra kabhi...
Samne to har pal raha, magar mere kabhi paas na aaya...
bade ehtiyat se kiya ishq, phisal phir bhi gaye hum...
Pal gaya jab rog-e-mohabbat, kisi bhi hakeem ko ilaaz na paya...
Bichaye jab jab phool maine... mauzon ke, mastiyo'n ke...
Kood kood ke unpe khele, kisi ko koi aitraz na aaya....
Ek roz jo hawa mein gareebi hui, udd gaye gul biche hue...
Kadam Kadam par hat te gaye sab, Koi dard-e-khaas naa aaya..

11th March 2014 - For All Live Writing 5m

059 - Baat Na Badhao Tum

Na Savaro'n khud ko, ki galti phir se na ho jaye...
Dhaklo'n na naqaab ko yaar... "Baat" na badhao tum...
Sharmake, Nazre Churake, mujhe khabar hai tum lubhati ho...
Lagakar Itra navabo'n ka.... "Baat na badhao tum"
Sukoo'n milta hai mujhe, tujhe dekhte rehne se....
Tum bhi dekhkar meri taraf, "Baat" na badhao tum...
Chupke tujhe chhu jane se, ronak ho jata hai aur "deepak"
Yu be-wajah takrakar mujhse, "Baat" na badhao tum
Chodke Sanso'n ko tere kano ke pas, kuch jatata hu main...
Hatake kankhiyo'n ko khud se, "Baat" na badhao tum...
Sab jaante hue bhi puchte ho "Ishq" kise kehte hai??
Naam khud kehelwa kar...meri zubaan se..."Baat" na badhao tum....
Dhaklo'n na naqaab ko yaar..."Baat na badhao tum"

I'll increase it long, due to office I've to left it here - Live writing 5m morn Wed 19th Feb 14 Last Love

058 - Mushayara-2

Ki Aaj Main "Main" Nahi...
Aur Tu "Tu" Nahi...
Dekh Mohabbat Ne Kya Kar Dala...??
28th April 14 - Princess

Bhulakar Mujhe Wo Phirr Se Bulaate Hain...
Qatal Kar Ke Hosh Mein Laana....Koi Seekhein Unse...
Wo Zinda Hain. Main Zinda Hoon, Bus Itna Jannna Unka...
Mohabbat Nibhatein Hue, Nazrein Churana... Koi Seekhein Unse...
22nd April 2014 - Last Love

Log Puchtey Hain Humse...
Kyu Shair Likhne Band Ho Gaye...
Hum Has Diye...Aur Keh Diye...
Bus Dhokey Milne Band Ho Gaye...
16th April 2014 - Sayings For All

Ki Kal Raat Unse Guftgu Mein Humne Ek Baat Maloom Hui...
Unhone Bewafai Bhi Nibhayi Hai, Badi Tehzeeb Ke Saath...
14th April 14 - Kachauri_sakhu
Before sometime last love called me and said ilu 2 times.

Bade Azeeb Se Khel Hai Humare Mehboob Ke...
Hume Intzaar Karake Khud Mashroof Ho Jana....
To Kabhi....
Hume Badnaam Karake Khud Mashoor Ho Jana...
14th April 14 - Princess

Kuch Jyada Hi Mashroof Ho gayi hai...
Jaan Humari Pardes mein Aake...
Ki kabhi main uska din...
Wo meri raat hua karti thi...
11th April 14 - Kachauri_Sakhu

Zara bhi Fariq nahi hai...
Wo meri khabar lene ko...
Aur hum Puche to kehdete hai...

Abhi soke uthe hai...
Bus bethe hai khali...
11th April 14 - Last Love

Kuch Log Kehte Hai....
Ki shukra hai dil sunta hai, bolta nahi nahi...
Warna Qayamat Ajaati...
Hum Kehte Hai...
Bol Padne ke dil se hoti kayi mushkilein hal e shayar...

Hum Fareb se bach jaate... Koi dil behla nahi pata....
25th March 2014 - For All

Nakhre... Adaa...Ba'nkpan....Guroor...
Bade Pehredaaar hai tere...

Bhaari hai in sab par "ISHQ" sultaan mera....
11th March 2014 - Last Love

Kara Rahe ho na tum... Karao..Hum bhi karenge...
'Ishq' tere sath sath, tere Intzaar se bhi hai...
11th March 2014 - Last Love

Dekh Kitne khel chuke hai isse... Aa! tu bhel khel to zara...
Is dil mein jabbhi laat pade, Badi Zor se uchalta hai....
11th March 2014 - Thakur Sab

Shukra hai wo bewafa tha, tab itna yaad karta hu main usko....
A'gar hota wafa-dar wo yaro'n, Main to inteha kar deta....
20th Feb 14 - Foreign Affections...

Hai Ishq Wo naam Galib...
Chhupayein to Dil Kam Pad Jaye...
Jatayein to Umr' Kam Pad Jaye...
22th Jan 2011 - Sayings

057 - Jab Tak Hai Jaan (On My Thoughts)

Teri Tark-e-ada...
Tera Sharm-e-haya...
Tere Sachhe-Jhootey Nakhre...
Nahi Bhoolunga Main Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Tera daat ke hak zamana...
Tera chhat pe chupke aanaa..
Bewajaha Hasna-Hasana...
Roz Yaad Karunga Main Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Tera per pe per rakhna...
Tera sanso ka tez karna...
Teri ungli se ungli bandhana...
Har pal mehsus karunga main...Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Tera balo'n ko zor se jhatakna...
Chere pe dupatta jhataknaa
Khamakha mujhse atakna...
Har pal yad dilaunga main...Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Tera galon ko chumna achanak yu hi...
Tera rastey mein mil jana achanak yu hi...
Tera "suno to" kehdena achanak yu hi...
Nahi Maaf karunga main...Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Teri Katil Adao'n ko....
Teri agosh ki fizaon ko...
Teri gehri nighaho'n ko...
Likhta Rahunga Main...Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Teri dard-e-juddai se...
Tanhai bhari purvaai se...
Is dushman khudaai se...
Ladta rahunga main...Jab Tak Hai Jaan...Jab Tak Hai Jaan

Yu to likhte rahe hum har lavz har ada har ishaara tumhara...
Yu to likhte rahe hum har lavz har ada har ishaara tumhara...
Bus ek baar...aur ek baar kehdo...kya rishta hai humara-tumhara..??

(stop writing due to office work) 5.30Pm - 5.37Pm (Missing My Matar Paneer) Last Love...11th April 14

056 - Bekhabar

Kyu Hosh Aata... Sab Kuch Kho Jaane Ke Baad....
Ki Hum bekhabar Ho Jayenge... Tere Jaane ke bad...
Chhod denge wo chhat jaha se tujhe dekha kiye...
Kuch Tum Kareeb Kuch Hum. Phir Khat Feka Kiye...
Chhod denge wo makaan... Jo Teri Gali ke paas hai...
Na mujhe ab khud ki maujo ki aas hai...
Kahenge Alvida un Galiyon se...kahi basera ho jaane ke baad
Kyu Hosh Aya Mujhe... Sab Kuch Mera Kho Jaane Ke baad...

3m Eve (Live writing) Last Love

055 - Dil Se...

Suno! Mujhe Tum Yaad Ati Ho...
Office mein PC Screen pe...
Bus Mein Window Ke bahar...
Ghar Me Chhat Pe...
Bheed Mein Har Shaksh Mein...
Sote mein Sapno mein...
Jaagte Mein Khwabo'n Mein...
Nazar Ati Ho...
Suno! Mujhe Tum Bahaut Yaad Ati Ho...

09th May 2014 - 3m Princess

054 - Maza Zindagi Se

Kuch Yu Le raha hoo'n main zindagi se maza...
Ki 'Fikra' meri Mauz Hai 'Tanhai' meri mastiyaan...

06th June 2014 (changing the JOB from PM Publications as on coming Saturday)

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

053 - For All (Seerat)

Maloom Hai Humein...
Phir Jurrat Kar Raha Hai Dil...
Phir Aage Badh Raha Hai Dil...
Phir Dhoka Khayega Ye Dil...
Saamne Bethe Haseen Surat Wale Ki...
Seerat Bhi Acchi Ho Kya Pata...
Dekhte Hain...

13th June 2014

052 - Yado'n Ki Kitaab

Yado’n ki kitaab mein...ek naam uska bhi hai….
Jiski ankho’n mein mil jata hai..har jawaab mujhe…
Jiski har jhhoti batein lagt hai lajawaab mujhe…
Pal Pal noch noch ke satatey hai roz uske…
Din mein khayal aur raat mein khwaab mujhe…
Mehfil mein humrai ek jaam uska bhi hai…
Yado’n ki kitaab mein...ek naam uska bhi hai….

Galliyan galliyan talashti hai jise nazarein…
Baagiyaan bagiyaan mehekti hai khusbuyein…
Jo bus gaya hai meri jism mein rooh bankar
Jag rahe jazbaat se, kuch an-chhuyein….
Taqdeer tere saath saath intzaar har shaam uska bhi hai…
Yado’n ki kitaab mein...ek naam uska bhi hai….

Wo bethi rahe saamne,. main dekhta har peher…
Chilman me jab ye aghaaz hai, ru-ba-ru pe Anzzam hoga keher…
Kuch yu ban gaya is Jogi….ka haal mere yaro’n
Ab uske bil na lage mera dil, kisi gali kisi seher…
Khayal Keemti hai uska, rat guzarne mein kaam uska bhi hai...
Yado’n ki kitaab mein...ek naam uska bhi hai….

Uska Hasna, Yu Dekhna… Dekhke bhi Andekha kardena kabhi kabhi
Main Dekhu to khud ke chehre ko zulfo se bhardena kabhi kabhi….
haye! kya bateatein, kaha si seekha hai unhone “hunar” tarsane ka…
Ek hasi se mere dil ko khsushiyo se bhar dena kabhi kabhi…
Chaar dhaamo'n ke baad , ek dhaam "ishQ" ka bhi hai…
Yado’n ki kitaab mein...ek naam uska bhi hai….

~Life is in her eyes...Life is in her name~

13th June 2014 Friday - In Office 20m. In the deep memos of last love...

051 - Umra Bhar

Mujhe khabar nahi hai, kya hai teri ankhon mein…
Bus dil karta hai, unhe dekhta rahu umra bhar…
Kat Jaye lamha lamha yu hi ye zindagi…
Saye mein teri julfo’n ke leta rahu umra bhar…

Ashq Ashq hote the naina… kabhi tanhai meri dulhan thi…
Har lavz ultfat bhare se… Har saans mein meri uljhan thi…
Mujhe pata nhi kya tha, judai thi, gham tha, ya tha imtehaan…
Main akela sa tha aur saath mein ajeeb tadpan si thi…
Bikhar chuka motiyo sa main, himmat ki maala sa, wakt ke farsh par…-2
Ki teri surat ke ek jhalak, mujhe le aayi phir se arsh par…
Ab to meri nazar dhundein wahi soorat dar-ba-dar…
Jiske bahon ke ghere mein main pada rahoon’n umra bhar….
Mujhe khabar nahi hai, kya hai teri ankhon mein…
Bus dil karta hai, unhe dekhta rahu umra bhar…

Dar bhi hai mujhe, tere aane wale jawaab ka…
Bholi si najar ka, husn-e-mehtaab ka….
Kya kahu e janasheen tere liye main, bahaut hai…
Yu samajh tu shabnam hai, aur tera chehra aaftaab sa…
Kabhi yu sawaal na karna ki, kyu dekhte hu mujhe aise tum….-2
phir pher ke nazar pal bhar mein, mujhe kya ehsas karate ho tum….
Is sawaal pe mera jawaab bhi swal banega…. Hai ishq ka kuch aisa rog?
Tum batado mujhe ki kyu us "taaj" ko bar bar dekhte hai log?
Ab na sudh hai apni, na khayal kisi ki, bus rehti hai mujhe teri khabar…
Aaa Pas mere Ab, mujhe jeena hai saye mein tere umra bhar
Mujhe khabar nahi hai, kya hai teri ankhon mein…
Bus dil karta hai, unhe dekhta rahu umra bhar…

Sun, tujhe knhi pata hai kitni khubsurat ye ankhein teri..
Kuch na kehke bhi, bata deti hai, tere dil ki batein sabhi…
Din to chala jata tujhe dekhne me, tujhe sochne mein….achaa hai…
magar badi mushkil se, kat rahi hai... saasein meri...ratein meri…
Koi baat keh achhi si, intzaar hai mere kaano ko idhar...
Ha..Maine soch liya, ab rehna hai tere saath umra bhar…
Mujhe khabar nahi hai, kya hai teri ankhon mein…
Bus dil karta hai, unhe dekhta rahu umra bhar…
Kat Jaye lamha lamha yu hi ye zindagi…
Saye mein teri julfo’n ke leta rahu umra bhar…

Thanks for coming in my life… Love you forever last love...12th June 2014 Noon In Chhatarpur Metro 14m, Listening aj phir tume pyar aya hai... Thursday

050 - Rang

Mat Chadha Rang Mujhe Zanasheen...
Ye Chudiyo'n Ka Hara...
Ye Ankho'n Ka Kathhai...
Ya Mehendi Ka Laal...
Ye Honto'n Ka Gulaabi...
Ye Galo'n Ka Sawraa'n...
Hum Pe Bhi Hai Ek Rang "Mohabbat"...
Chadha Diya To Utrega Nahi...

18th June 2014 - Last Love

049 - Basarr

Bahaut ho gaya khel dil ka… Ab kuch aur kasar karte hai…
Wafa ke kafiley beet gaye hai... Chalo bewafai ka safar karte hai…
Umeed hai pata lagegi  “haseenayo” ko deewano ki tadap…
Ki kis tarah ye Aashiq, Zindagi Basarr Karte Hain…

Kya hoti hai kasak mohabbat mein jaagne ki…
Kaisa hota hai mizaaz mehfil-o-shaam mein…
Kitne aansu… Sookh jaate hai palko’n par hi…
Kab kab mayusi ki thappad lag jaate hai chehre pe…
Umeed hai pata lagega… Ye haseen chehre kya hashra karte hai…
Ki kis tarah ye Aashiq, Zindagi Basarr Karte Hain…
Bahaut ho gaya khel dil ka… ab kuch aur kasar karte hai…
Wafa ke kafiley beet gaye hai, ab bewafai ka safar karte hai…

In the deep memo's of past love @ Aligarh- In Office 04.45PM Monday, 10.08.2015

048 - For All (Dard)

"Dard" Jab Badh Jaata Hain Na...
Tab Ek "Lamha" Aisa Aata Hain...
Ki "Zindagi" Ki Khairaat Hum Rakhna Nahi Chahte...
Aur "Maut" Kambakht Humse Door Bhaagti Hain...

Aug'15 - Sadness

047 - Adhoorapan

On my birthday, I was missing all my friends & writing for the most precious one...

Main Adhoora...
Khwaaishein Addhoori...
Sapne Adhoorey...
Poori Hai To bus... Dooriyaan...
Poori Hai To bus... Tanhaiyaan...

‪missing you so much ‬princess 14th July 2015

046 - Hunar

Kuchh Azeeb Si Dil Mein Kasar Baaki Hain...
Zindagi Mein Tere ISHQ ka Asar Baaki Hain...
Itna Assan Nahi Hoga Tujhe Bhool Jaana....
Tujhme "Yaad" Aane Ka Abhi, Hunar Baaki Hain...

10th Aug 15 - Princess

045 - Dobara

Lagta Hain Karna Hi Padega Shuru...
Safar Mohabbat Ka Dubara Mujhe...
Ki Hua Nahi "Dil Se"...
Abhi Aaram Ka Ishara Mujhe...

10th Aug 2015 - Last Love

044 - Phir Se

Bheeg Jaate Hai Hum Jo Baarish Me Kabhi...
Dil Phir Se Mohabbat Karne Ki Umang Jagata Hain...

Lw-16th Jan 19 Noon

043 - Ab Dil Ki Baari Hai

Tere Khhat...
Teri Tasveerein...
Aur Tere Toh'fey...
Sab Jala Aya hu...
Nikal Aao'n bahar Zara...
Ab "Dil" ki baari hain...

Her love and affection makes me strong but I also afraid to loose her - So I need to be alone forever... She became my soul...28th Jan 2014 (Princess)

042 - Band Ankho Se Pehchan Leta Tha

Kuch is Qadar uski mohabbat ko main anzaam deta tha...
Apni har "saans" ke baad main uska naam leta tha...
Khuli ankhon se usko sab pehchaan hi jate the...
Main to use band ankho se pehchaan leta tha...

Phulo si nazuk wo, kaliyo se sharmayi..
Kabhi lage mujhko, titli si ghabrayi...
apne bageechey ka main use gulshan maan leta hu...
main to use band ankho se pehchan leta hu

dil behlaye rakhta tha, intzaar uske aane ka...
dhundta rehta hu mauka, bus usko hasane ka...
udti zulfo ki khusbhoo se, mauzudgee jaan leta hu...
main to use band ankho se pehchan leta hu...

wo kahe mujhe pagal, budhhu, bada achha lagta hai...
hai uska pyar jhoota, par thoda sachha lagta hai...
wo jo bhi kehti hai, main haske maan leta hu...
main to use band ankho se pehchan leta hu...

15th Jan 2014 - 7m Noon (Princess)

041 - Adat Si Ho Gayi Hai

Chhodkar Mauj mastiyo ko, Tanhai mein rone ki adat si ho gayi hai…
Na nazare na bahare bus… Tujhe dekhte rehne ki adat si ho gayi hai…

Hai tere ishq mein kuch yu pagal ye deewana..2
Ki din mein sochne, raat mein jagne ki adat si ho gyi hai…
Kardia hai bechain teri yado ne is kadar…
Khuli ankhon se sapney dekhne ki adat si ho gayi hai…

Fursat nhi milti mujhe, tere ishq se ab jaan…
Ibadat se thak gaya, ab to kehna maan…
Na kar pyaar andha mujhse, par thoda yakeen to kar…
Ab to “dono” ek hai… jo kabhi hua karte the anjaan…
Simat kar teri yado mein tanha rone ki adat si ho gyi hai…
Chhodkar maujh mastiyo o, Tanha rone ki adat si ho gayi hai…

Itrana, Muskurana, wo karna nakhro ki barish…
In sabki ek hadh rakho, hai itni si guzaarish…
Na kuch kar sakta hu, mazboor hu halation se…
Na kaazi se, Na kisi or se, bus “baba” se hai sifaarish…
Tere hi bare mein sochte rehne ki adat si ho gayi hai…
Chhodkar Mauj mastiyo ko, Tanhai mein rone ki adat si ho gayi hai…

Rakh apna yakeen apne paas, kaam ayega…
Ye “banda” tere nagme subho-shaam gayega…
Hai bharosa aaj bhi mujhe apne pyaar pe…
Tere Naam ke sath mera naam ayega…
Hadh se jyada, be-intehah tujhse chahhat se ho gayi hai…
Chhodkar Mauj mastiyo ko, Tanhai mein rone ki adat si ho gayi hai…

Kabhi jo ek bar bhi dil kare kuch kehne ka…
Kehdena kuch bhi, dum rakhte hai hum sehne ka…
Agar sunke teri bat, mar bhi gaye jo hum kabhi…
To spna hai ansu banke, teri ankhon se ek bar behne ka…
Bus teri hi khushi mein khush hone ki adat si ho gyi hai…
Chhodkar Mauj mastiyo ko, Tanhai mein rone ki adat si ho gayi hai…
Na nazare na bahare bus… Tujhe dekhte rehne ki adat si ho gayi hai…

With memories of Princess & My last love - 28th Jan 14 (Write for Manish Monty)

040 - Goodbye CTL (Poetry for my staff)

I’ll miss some laughs, fights and one's shy
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”
I’ll miss the pinches of Sonia Mam
Because she know that I’m what I’m
Also missing some of guys nearby…
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”

I’ll miss the jokes of Naveen Bhai
Chanda’s Silence & Harry’s Tie
But this time I don’t lie...
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”

I’ll miss the calls of Manoj sir
And the stapler demand of David sir
Your memories will never die...
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”

Now the person which remains in poetry
‘He’ is one & only, upcoming co. secretary
He is the treble & also my base
Love you bro… Mr. Rakesh
No one as you, you’re the right guy...
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”

In these 5 months, daily love I buy...
O Dear Guys, I’m saying you all “Goodbye”

Must remember:-
Don’t come in anger… You’ll loss two things which I have more ;) Beauty & Mind...
Poem wrote for my CTL staff while I was leaving my office in July'2013.

039 - Ishq Ho Humara

Usne kaha kabhi mere liye bhi kuch likha karo 'tum'...
Humne kaha....
Tum "IshQ" ho humara...
Chand Lafzo'n mein kaise baya kardu 'tumhe'

28th Jan 14, true conversations with Sngm

038 - Majboori

Hai itna dard mere seene me, chahkar bhi tujhe bata nhi sakta
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
Na ho mayus… main to gunehgaar hu tera e-yaar…
Jo saja deni hai de… par ye nata main chhuda nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi hai ……..chupa nhi sakta…

The bade shauk mere, tere sang har sapna joda maine…
Sirf tere hasi ki khatir har rishta toda maine…
Kate hai kitne din kitni raat tere liye ro roke…
Kambakht hu bahaut, ye bhi to main kabhi gina nahi sakta…
Nahi chahta hu dil dukhana main tera….
Majboori ye bhi……………….chupa nhi sakta…

Kal laga mujhe ye batadu… tera pyar hai jo dil me pal raha hai
Ki rishta mera pavitra hai, jo har chahat ko daba ke chal raha hai…
Ek ankh me chamak hai teri hasi dekhkar… par!
Ek ankh se wo ansu beh raha hai….
Jo chup hai ki apni halat tujhe bata nhi sakta….
Majboori ye bhi…………………chupa nhi sakta

The kal jo khayal tere liye wo sada wahi rahenge….
Mujhe galat par log humesa tuje sahi kahenge…
Kar dunga Qurban izzat-e-umra apni tujhpar…
Mere irade jaha the wahi rahenge….
Hai kitna pyar tujhse ye maine tujhe dikha nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi………………. Chupa nhi sakta.
Hai itna dard mere seene…………chhuda nhi sakta….
Ki wakai me…. Majboori ye bhi….. chupa nhi sakta…

Live Writing from (10.48 to 10.04) am. Wednesday 14th Dec.2010
Yesterday night about 11.30 pm, I open my feelings for princess.
Now received her call, she said “bhagwan mere sath majak Q kar raha hai”
I never forgive myself… In this world… only she is left in this world for me!

037 - Dar Gaya Hu Main

Faqra na raha mujhe ab kisi ki mohabbat ka…
Ki khud ki bewafai ki karan ban gaya hu main…
Na koi gila shikwa hai tujhse e jaan…
Jab tere hi ansuo ka karan ban gaya hu main…

Na rahi jism mein tadap, bebasi ya bekarari ab..
Na rahi jism mein tadap, bebasi ya bekarari ab..
Kuch logo ne to mara samajh hi liya tha…
Tere liye to zinda hoke bhi, Aaj mar gaya hu main...

Yaad ata h mujhe tera pyar is kadar karna
Ki khud se sath teri maut ki bhi guzarish ho…
Chaha hai tujhe is kadar humne ki…
Agar Dukh tujhe ho to hum par us dard ki barish ko…

Par najane aaj kya galat fehmi hui tujhe e humraaz…
Par najane aaj kya galat fehmi hui tujhe e humraaz…
Ki jin narzo ke najaro me sirf main roshan tha…
Ki unhi najro mein be-wjah aaj gir gaya hu main…

Na raha tha khauf kabhi kisi ka “Deepak” ko…
Par aaj to mohabbat ke naam se hi dar gaya hu main…

True feelings of misunderstanding with my life supportive person. I will never give any clarification to her. 26th Dec 2012 6m Princess

Monday, January 14, 2019

036 - Bebejoy Palomar

To write a romantic poem for the one who can't read it... is  also an another experience which leads to the unwanted madness of love.

On the beach, we eat snacks & chips.. ♪♪♪
I hug you tight, kiss your lips… ♥
We lost in love & go so deep…
You put off my goggle, I pull off your clips..
We become the "best" in all pairs...
lips on your head, finger in your hairs... ♫♫♫
We're doing promise for our affection…
Keep long for each other, the art of attraction..
Think about my heart, don’t mind on text..
This poem is first, wait for the next…►►►
How much I like you, one day I will prove you..
Now, Only I would like to say that “I love you”

‪#‎write_independently ‪#‎not_dedicated ‪#‎unrelated_post 10th Aug 2015

035 - Mohabbat Humari

Chhupp gayi hasi meri jab kuch aisa pata laga…
Ki tum gaye ho waha jaha pyar ka phool khila tha…
Ankhon se ankhein mili thi, dil se dil mila tha…
Na bataya ek baar hume, ki sirf ehsas hi mil jata…
Zikr-e-roz to kiya hota, agar humse koi gila tha…
Chhupp gayi hasi meri jab kuch aisa pata laga…
Pehle ek tohfa toot jane pe, bechaiya badh jati thi…
Dil hi dil me shikwo’n se, ankhein lad jati hai…
Main thakk jata tha baat karte karte aur tum…
Aur baat karte rehne pe bus add jati thi…
Kya hua aisa ki ek dum sab badal gaya zindagi me…
Ki tere alawa mera tha hi kaun zindagi me…
Main toot gaya tohfe se battar, tuje awaz na ayi…
Tum mashroof itne ho, ki meri yaad na ayi…
Chhupp gayi hasi meri jab kuch aisa pata laga…
Ki tum waha ho… Jaha se meri zindagi ne mujhpe meherbaniya ki…
Ki tum waha ho… Jaha se mujhe pata laga ki jeena kya hota hai…
Ki tum Waha ho… Jaha ki yadein meri ankhon me parchai ki tarah bus gayi hai…
Ki tum waha ho.. Jaha ki khusboo main aaj bhi mehsus karleta hu…
Ki tum waha ho… jaha jake tum mujhse pyaar jaatati thi..
KI tum waha ho… Jaha jane ke bad main harpal tumse bat krne ka intzar krta tha
Ki tum waha ho.. jaha jane ke bad mujhe lagta tha ki tum meri ho…
Aur aaj meri hote hue bhi tum mujhse bahaut door ho…
Tum mujhse sach mein…bahaut dorr ho…
Na Raha Shikwa Tujhse Koi, Wakt Hi mujhse khafa hai…
Sasein tere nam ki hai wafadar hai, bus zindagi hi bewafa hai...
Tum bhi wafadaar ho, bus zindagi bewafa hai…

Written in 08 minutes in the deep memos of zindagi when stay from where we start. 23rd Dec 2016

034 - Mushayara-1

Suku'n tujhse nahi tere aane se milta hai...
Gila tujhse nahi tere jaane se hota hai...
Hadei'n ishq ki kuch yu pahuch gyi hai...
Hadei'n ishq ki kuch yu pahuch gyi hai... ki suno!
Wo maza razamandi me nhi teri...
Jo maza ab tere itrane me milta hai...
Written On - 08th June 18- #Zindagi #Prncs 4.25Pm

Suno... Tum Insaan ho ya 'itra'
Tumhare aane pe zindagi mehek uthi h...
Written on 07th Feb 18 - For #princess #dd #night_write

Tumne kaha so jao...
Khubsurat khayalon me kho jao...
Par...
Intzaar ki aag dil me lagi Rahi...
Zamana so Gaya... Ye ankhein jagi Rahi...
Written on - 04th Jan 18 #dd #prncs #yuhi 10.22pm

Na New year pe..
Na diwali pe...
Na Eid pe...
Humko sukoo'n milta hai Janib...
Sirf tere dee'd pe.. ha! tere Dee'd pe...!
Naya saal Mubarak ho mere dosto!
Written on 31st Dec 17 For #prncss #zindagi 11.32pm

Dekho!! Ehsaas abhi tak hai...
Sukoon wo "khaas" abhi tak hai...
Door hai hum dono... Phir bhi Qareeb lagte hai..
Bheeni si wo "khushboo" paas... abhi tak hai...
"A day when I complete is...."
Written on 01st nov 17 #Prncss 4.49pm

Tum...tum ho... Tumhara kya...
Hum...hum hai... Humara kya...
Hum-Tum agar mil jaye... To....
Ye duniya kya... Ye zamana kyaa..!!
Written on 28th Sept 17 #Prncss 10:22am

"Tum kehte ho mujhe paa kar ankho mein dekholo zahaan sara...
Nadaan, tumko paa liya to zahaan ka karna kya humein...."

Kaise batau tumko ki meri himmat nhi hoti...
Hum sukun se rehte, agar ye "mohabbat" nhi hoti....
dil to karta hai cheen kr tujhko le jau sabse alag...
zurm krdeta ye, jo insaniyat meri fitrat nhi hoti...

Mumkin Nahi To, Pyaar Jhoota Hi Karlo Humse...
Suna Hai Sachhi Mohabbatein Kamyab Nahi Hoti...

Behla lete hai hum dil ko bade pyaar se, adat hai...
kar lete hai dosti bhi hum apni haar se, adat hai...
pucha jo unse gham dene ki wajah ek roz....
wo has di, or chal di, keh gayi.... adat hai...
want to write more, work in office. (noon) Written on 15-03-2016 (LW)

Unke liye to bahaut bikey, kyu na ab yaro'n ke liye bikna shuru kare...
Bewafa ke naam kardi kaafi ghazalein shayari...

Chalo kyu na ab auro ke liye likhna shuru kare...
06-12-2016 lw for all


- Now Starts From 2012-2016 Mushayara Couplets...

Narazgi Mein Yu Tera Pyaar Dikhana...
Mujhe Rone Se Yu Hasna Sikhana...
Pyaar-Vyaar Ki Yu Shayari Likhana...
Nahi Bhoolunga Main... Jabtak h Jaan, Jabtak h Jaan...

Apni Tanhai Ko Tere Naam Se Abaad Karta Hu...
Kuch Is Tarah Main Tumse "Pyaar" Karta Hu...

Kuchh Azeeb Si Dil Mein Kasar Baaki Hain...
Zindagi Mein Tere ISHQ ka Asar Baaki Hain...
Itna Assan Nahi Hoga Tujhe Bhool Jaana....
Tujhme "Yaad" Aane Ka Abhi, Hunar Baaki Hain...

Us maut pe bhi gurur hoga hume jo teri baho'n me milegi...
Aisi zindagi pe bhi lanat hai, Jo tere saath na kate....

Lagta Hain Karna Hi Padega Safar Mohabbat Ka Dubara Mujhe...
Ki Hua Nahi "DilSe" Abhi Aaram Ka Ishara Mujhe...

Bheeg Jata Hoo'n Main Jab Kabhi Barsaat Mein "Anchahe"
Dil Karta Hai, Mohabbat Phir Se Shuru Kardu...

Yu Tohamatien Na Lagao Tum Ishq par Aashiqo'n...
Na Wo Kharab They, Na Main Kharab Hoo'n.. Bus Wakt Kharab Tha..

Ungli Uthadi Humne Chaand Ki Taraf Masoomiyat Se...
Jab Jab Teri Tareef Mein Pucha Gaya Humse...

Rakha Hain Gham Sambhal Ke Humne Ye Sochkar "Deepak"
Lagi Jo Kabhi Shart Rone'y Ki, Jeet Jayenge Hum...

I think Romance is the best exercise between two loving souls...

Friday, January 11, 2019

033 - Sirf Tum

Phulo’n ki khushboo, baho’n ki kaliyaan…
Nazro ke raaste, aur dil ki galiyaan…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Chaand si raunaq, sooraj si tapan…
Mohabbat ki ghadiyan, Prem ki Lagan…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Tere hone ki rahat, teri judaai ka keher…
Tere khwabo’n ka sahil, usme yaado’n ki leher…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Wo lambi si dastaa’n, wo ajeeb si kahani…
Wo bheehi-bheegi palkein, Wo ankho’n ka paani…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Dhadkano ka rona, dil ki tanhai…
Ankhon me sunapan, dhadkano ki gehrai…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Tere ishq ka nasha, teri nazron ka jaam…
Wo kitabon me rakhe phool, wo pedo pe likhe naam….
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Mulakato’n ke maidano mein, wo udti hui dhool…
Wo taaza hoti yadein… Wo sukhe hue phool…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Phulo’n ki khushboo, baho’n ki kaliyaan…
Nazro ke raaste, aur dil ki galiyaan…
Sab kuch hai mere paas, nahi to to “sirf tum”

Written on 23.07.2006 - 01.05-20pm (LW) #dd (In my physics coaching) For all

032 - Yaad Aati Hai

Kehne ko to ye baarish hai… Par mere liye ek saazish hai…

Ki ghire hue badalo ko dekh kar…
Teri julfein yaad aati hai mujhe…
Unka yu barasna dekhkar….
Teri adatein yaad aati hai mujhe…
Sar sar karti bundein…dil ko…
Majbur kardeti hai itna….
Ki bhig jata hu inme phir…
Kuch baat yaad aati hai mujhe…
Lag raha hai tu jhum rahi hai is sawan me…
Hai gire ful laakh tere liye mere angan me…
Ye sapna hai meri ankhon ka bus tere liye….
Main rahu bus tera or tu bani rahe mere liye…
Ye jo khushbuyein hai hawao me ajkal…
Mere seene me reh jaati hai har pal…
Itna madhosh krti hai ye hawa mujhko…
Teri saso me ghul jaana yaad ata hai mujhe…
Hu akela main…yaha…tu najane kaha hogi…
Ye dua hai meri khush hogi jaha hogi…
Mere pyar ka sila agar dena hai tujhe…
Din me bus ek bar yaad krlena mujhe…
Ye sawan ki naram raato ke aane se..
Tere hoto ki nami mehsus hoti hai mujhe…
Main jee raha hu jaise jee raha hu bus…
Ek ye teri kami hai jo mehsus hoti hai mujhe…
Ye duriya mitana badi koi baat nahi….
Hum mil na sake aise bhi halaat nahi…
Subha uth jane ke baad ek bar yad karlena...
Main na tadpu tere liye aisi koi raat nahi….
Ye zamane ke jawa'n ashiqo ko dekhkar…
Teri yaad aati hai mujhe….
Teri yaad aati hai mujhe…

Written on 31.07.2016 - 08.38-49am (lw) #Zindagi #Prncs

I was too lost in the memories of  my heart beat zindagi at this morning. With the grey clouds and rainy morning...
I was converting my feelings into words. My life is to define is in only single word is #Zindagi.
I wrote many of poems for many of persons... but at all... always she is so much special...

031 - Tum Achhi Lagti Ho

Tum acchi lagti ho…
Halki barish ki Bundo si…
Bago me khili kaliyon si..
Badi badi palkon si..
Bahaut acchi lagti ho…
Tum acchi lagti ho...

Kabhi natkhat si..
Kabhi Ziddi si…
Ye adat hai tumhari…
Hasti raho tum gam na ho kabhi...
Is kaynat se ye ibadat h meri…
Bagon me khili Kali kacchi lagti ho…
Tum acchi lagti ho…

Kabhi Dil kre tumhare gaalo Ko kheechlu main…
Kaske tumko apni bahon me bheech lu main…
Karta hu zulfon me ungliya apni har pal…
Chup chup ke tumhari photos kheechlu main…
Pyari si Shonu, So sweet Si… bacchi lagti ho…
Tum acchi lagti ho…

Ankhon me dekhta hu to koi bat nhi yaad nhi aati..
Mere chehre pe muskurahat tumhare Baad nahi aati ..
Sab jhute lagte Hain mujhe.. bus tum sacchi lagti ho…
Tum acchi lagti ho…
Tum ayi ho… To lavzo me Jaan gyi…
Meri Dil ke ghar me… nayi ek mehmaan Agyi...

Written On - 23.07.2017 - 10.47-11.05pm (lw) #bataobatao
This poetry written for a girl who came in my life as a special one.
 I really like her by nature and also want to be stay together but destiny played... 
She is very pretty, decent & beautiful girl. I always respect her.

030 - Fark Hai

Dard to Dard hai..Magar fark hai…
Zamane ne Dia koi bat nahi…
Tune Dia to mehsus hua…

Tanhai to Tanhai hai.. Magar fark hai…
Mehfil me Mili koi baat nhi..
Teri yado se Mili to mehsus hua.…

Wakt to Wakt hai… Magar fark hai…
Guzarne Ko zindagi Gujar jaye.. koi bat nhi…
Tere Bina Kate lamha… jab.. to mehsus hua…

Dooriyan to Dooriyan hai.. Magar fark hai…
Logo se.ho…to koi bat nhi…
Tumse Bani...to mehsus hua…

Yadein to Yadein hai… Magar fark hai…
Sabki aati hai…koi bat nahi…
Jab teri aayi…to mehsus hua….

Muskurana to Muskurana hai… Magar fark hai…
Sab hase to koi bat nhi…
Tum hasi…to mehsus hua…

Zindagi to Zindagi hai… Magar fark hai…
Auro ke sath guzari to koi bat nhi…
Tere sath jeeye…to mehsus hua…

Agosh to Agosh hai… Magar fark hai…
Gale sab mile to koi bat nhi…
Teri baho me Aya ..to mehsus hua…

Batein to Batein hai… Magar fark hai…
Auro se suni..to koi bat nhi…
Tune sunai…to.mehsus hua.

Written On - 04.10.2017 - 02.12-19pm (lw) (b'xprs)
Stopped writing due to crowd in metro towards cs

029 - Aks

Suno...
Khilte hue gulaab kaa...
Mehekte shabab ka…
Puraani sharaab ka…
Aks h tu…

Ankho ke gehre kajal ka…
Asmaano me chhaye badal ka…
Sitaro wale anchal ka…
Aks h tu…

Mere chehre ki muskurahat ka.…
Kisi ke aane ki aahat sa…
Naksh h tu…
Mera aks h tu…

Behsak kuch lamhe hi sahi, jiye h maine…
Keemti se pal tujhko bhi, diye h maine…
Ye hua kya jo faasla badh gaya darmiyaan…
Ye dooriya ke ghoot kaise kaise piye h maine…
Log aate hai zindagi me ek pal me mud jaate hai…
Dubte jahaz se to panchi bhi ud jaate hai…
Kuch to baat h is rishtey me humare…
Kabhi kartr h pyaar to kabhi lad jaate hai….

Dooriyo ka ye silsila ab chalta rahega…
Tera faisla mujhe khalta rahega….
Ki teri yaad aati hai …jab tu mere saath hai…
Dil hai pareshan…yar…koi to baat hai…
Hasle muskurale pyaar krle hak jamakar…
Kisko pata yaha kon si akhiri mulakat hai…
Kisko pata yaha kon si akhiri mulakat h…

Kasakta to dil ab ye har din har raat hai…
Kisko pata yaha kon si akhiri mulakat hai…


Written on 28.05.16 - 09.07-14am (lw) (b'xp) (ylw-lyn-mtro)

028 - Ehasaas - Ek Hakikat

Suno...
Tum ho mere paas… ek ehsaas ki tarah…
Dabi ho mere Dil me…ek Raaz ki tarah…
Ghuli Hui ho Sanson me…jism ki khushboo banke…
Panapti rehti ho… meri Ruh me…ek aarzo banke…
Pata nhi chalta kab tumhari yadein... ankhein bhiga deti hai…
Sote sote raton me ye aksar jaga deti hai...
Sochta hu itna door hu....
Phir har pal… meri ankhon me tum mauzood ho…
Karwate kabhi lu.. to Lage baho me tum mauzood ho…
Kasakta jo Dil kabhi tanhai me… to meri aahon me tum mauzood ho…
Main akela nhi hu ab…
Main akela nhi hu ab… Meri Rahon me tum mauzood ho…
Dil me ud rhe the parindey meri saanso me Toofan tha…
Kab kaha ja Raha tha… main khud se Anjaan tha…
Tumhari ek chhuan se jo sirhan paida Hoti thi, kamaal thi...
Tumari ek chhuan se..jo sirhan paida Hoti thi, Kamal thi...
Wo sansein, wo khushboo, wo tadap, Kamaal thi…
Doob Raha tha main Jis dariya me… wo teri baho ka Samandar tha…
Kabhi tu mere jism me kabhi main jism ke andar tha…
Ruhe do thi… ruhe do thi… jism ek tha...bat to khas h…
Teri har harkat ka ehsaas… aaj bhi mere paas hai…
Zindagi khubsurat kardi tumne… to itna hi kahunga…
Jaan…
Main tera tha, tera hu, tera hi rahunga.…


Written on 31.10.2017 - 10.20-28am. MohanEstate-GovindpuriMetro #Zindagi #Prncss
On the real incident of 28.10.2017 when we become too close #Indemnity_Novel_pg54

027 - Safar Tera Mera

Teri Ankhon Ka...
Meri Muksurahaton Ka...
Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha... Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha...

Mere Dil Se Tere Khwabon Tak Ka...
Teri Ummed Se Teri Yado Tak Ka..
Kuch Kasmo Kuch Vado Ka...
Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha...

Saath Ghumne Se Saath Bethne Ka...
Wo Kano Me Tere "Love you" Kehne Ka,,,
Wo Roz Tujhe Paane Ka Dard Sehne Ka...
Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha.. Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha..

Ab..Shuru Hoga Safar...
Palko Se Ashq Ka,..
Chehre Pe Udaasi Ka...
Mayusi Ka, Tanhai Ka..
Ab Shuru Hoga Safar...

Chhod Jayenge Hum Yade Tumhare Paas...
Kuch Adhoore Se Vadein Tumhare Paas...
Mil Jayenge To Has Lenege Ek Dusre Ko Dekhkar...
Reh Gayi Saari Fariyadein Tumhare Paas...

Khushi Se Mauj Masti Tak Ka...
Chehre Ki Raunaq Se Hasi Tak Ka..
Ye Safar Yahi Tak Tha... I'm Sorry, Ye Safar Bus Yahi Tak Tha...

Write after listen her reply about our life & dream, that her parents deny to marry her with me.
Well, its not new for me. #Adjusting #Relive #Novel_An_Indemnity
Written on - 17.03.16 - 08.30-38 - In Metro (B'xp)

026 - Do Help

Life is a gift of God. We should live it in our own way. We all have a motto to come here. Its not related with your personal interest, its all about to become the angel of God. In my opinion the main motto to come in the world is to do "HELP". God never says or declare that you must do worship & pray of them. Even they don't want flowers, scents, lights, fruits etc. If you want to do something for GOD then just "Help" others. Also being happy is the biggest "help" because first you've to be happy then after you can share the happiness with others. As someone says that "if you don't want to happy, nobody can make you happy. If you want to be happy, nobody can stop you to be happy". So be happy, enjoy this God gift, live for others. Just remember H (Help, Humbleness, Hope, Happiness, Home) Then after you'll be famous as a good "Human". I'm a lower-middle class family boy, belongs a struggled family. I was so good in my batch of 9th (2003) but due to some tragedies & familiar circumstances I've to leave my study & involve into work for support my family. Now I'm so happy that I helped my family & make them all able to "Help" others. So, promote yourself as a "Help" through God. God will definitely becomes happy & bless you all wonders & prosperity. So, from the deep of my heart, as a common man, I want to request you all that please help others. "Help" is the second name of GOD.


Written on - 04.03.2016

025 - Dard (Part-2)

Kuch hai khali sa dil me…
Jo mehsus hota hi rehta hai…
Ye dard teri judaai ka to nhi…
Jo mehsus hota hi rehta hai…
Kuch hai khali…jo mehsus…rehta hai…

Humne kiye hai yakeen bewafao par bhi…
Jaan bujh kar bhi dard liya hai humne…
Teri wafa ki bhool mein jo hua wakt kharab…
Katra katra har lamha uska jiya h humne…
Ab to bus umeed hai ki koi aaye…
Aur samet le apni baho me is bikhre gulshan ko…
Or karde abaad apni agosh se...
Seech kar mere sune daman ko…
Ye dil hi hai… jo ishq krne ko mazboor hota hi rehta hai…
Kuch to hai khali sa dil me..jo mehsus…rehta hai..

Bheed me bhi tanhai ki parchai hume dikhti hai..
Ab to sawan ki thandi purvai bhi hume chhubti hai…
Ki hoga sawan ashiqo ka.…hmara nhi…
Kyuki is me to bus or bus...dard mehfuz rehta hai…
Kuch to hai khali sa dil me..jo mehsus…rehta hai..

Ye dard hi to hai teri judaai hai…
Jo mehsus hota hi rehta hai…
Jo har wakt mehsus hota hi rehta hai

Written on 29.07.2016 - 09.14-19am (LW) #B'xprs #zindagi #Prncss

024 - Mazbooriya'n

Kuch mazbooriya'n Hain...
Jo lavz ruk jaate h Milne par...
Kab in ankho'n ko padhna seekhoge tum....
Uff! Aah! Ki Awaz nhi krta h Dil...
Kab dhadkan'o ko mehsus krna seekhoge tum...
Har bar chaha ki kehdu....
Anzaam Jo hoga dekha jayega...
Dekhta hu to Dil krta chupalu jaha'n se...
Suno kab aise dikha chhodo ge tum...
Batao batao kab mujhko samjhoge tum...

#LiveWriting #bataobatao #LongTimeToSeeHer
08th March 2018 - FDDI Girl

023 - Dar Lagta Tha

Kabhi zazbaat...
Kabhi is rat...
Kabhi kisi baat se dar lagta Tha...
Ye sunne wale...uski gali me jaati...
Har baarat se dar lagta Tha ...
Ki sawan me Hui thi mohabbat...
Bichdan wo sawan me Hui...
Sookha Tha dil ka aagan magar...
Hume bemausam barsaat se dar lgta Tha...
Din se rat, rat se din ho jata Tha...
Unko sochte sochte...
Jab wakt at Tha to unse mulakaat seedar lgta Tha....
Hume to logo ki bat see dar lgta Tha...

In the deep memories of first love!
Og date - (In Soothe September 2019)

022 - Door Bhi Tu Hai, Paas Bhi Tu Hai...

Mere door bhi tu hai, mere paas bhi tu hai…
Meri umag bhi tu hai, mera aas bhi tu hai…

Kab tak chupau tujhko, kahi nazar na lag jaye…
Mere har lavz mein tu hai, meri har saas bhi tu hai…

Har sham teri khushboo ka ehsas karati hai…
Har subha tere chehre ki ronak ka andaz karati hai…

Kaha tak main tujhe na jatau, sabko e-sanam…
Mere apno mein tu hai… Meri “Khaas” bhi tu hai…

Ankho se teri main sari duniya nihar lu…
Dil chahta hai Tujhe, main be-hadh pyaar du…

Ab ban gya hai tu meri chahhat-e-zindagi...
Ki meri dua bhi tu hai, meri “Nawaaz” bhi tu hai…

Kab tak chupau tujhko, kahi nazar na lag jaye…
Mere har lavz mein tu hai, meri har saas bhi tu hai…

29th July 2010 - 10.00pm honey fzbd I don't know who is she... Strange!

021 - Feelings

Hai itna dard mere seene me, chahkar bhi tujhe bata nhi sakta
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
Na ho mayus… main to gunehgaar hu tera e-yaar…
Jo saja deni hai de… par ye nata main chhuda nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…

The bade shauk mere, tere sang har sapna joda maine…
Sirf tere hasi ki khatir har rishta toda maine…
Kate hai kitne din kitni raat tere liye ro roke…
Kambakht hu bahaut, ye bhi to main tujhe gina nahi sakta…
Nahi chahta hu dil dukhana main tera….
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…

Kal laga mujhe ye batadu… tera pyar hai jo dil me pal raha hai
Ki rishta mera pavitra hai, jo har chahat ko daba ke chal raha hai…
Ek ankh me chamak hai teri hasi dekhkar… par!
Ek ankh se wo ansu beh raha hai….
Jo chup hai ki apni halat tujhe bata nhi sakta….
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
The kal jo khayal tere liye wo sada wahi rahenge….
Mujhe galat par log humesa tuje sahi kahenge…

Kar dunga Qurban izzat-e-umra apni tujhpar…
Mere irade jaha the wahi rahenge….
Hai kitna pyar tujhse ye maine tujhe dikha nhi sakta…
Majboori ye bhi hai…ki tujhse kuch chupa nhi sakta…
Hai itna dard mere seene me, chahkar bhi tujhe bata nhi sakta

Written on - 14.12.2010 (10.48-11.6)pm (lw) (prncs)
Yesterday night about 11.30pm, I open my feelings for Princess & now recvd her call,
she said “bhagwan mere sath majak Q kar raha hai” I never forgive myself… 
In this world… only she is remain for me!)

020 - Nafratein

Log Mar janet ki na mili unko mohabbatein...
Main khush hu ki mujhe mili uski nafratein...
Galat Fehmi mein hi sahi, unhone nafrat ka izhaar kiya hoga...
Nagrat bhi tabhi ki jo kabhi pyaar kiya hoga...


Again, On A True Incident on Aug, 2007 written on 28th Jan 2016 11.57pm for cj

019 - Dard

Ki tujhe chhu bhi sake hum itne kareeb the…
Na tum badle na hum bus badle apne naseeb the…
Kuch yu bana us raat - dard ka kissa e 'anjaan'
Tum pyar se malamal the or hum teri chahat se gareeb the..

Na himmat thi tujhe chhune ki bhi
kaha baho me lapet leti thi tum mujhe…
Na jarurat ki tumhe gale lagane ki
kaha agosh me samet leti thi tum mujhe….

Rota raha main…
Natak sone ka krta raha main…
Siskiya ban gyi humdard mera…
Awazein to di…Par tujh tak na pahucha koi lavz mera…

Ki dooriya banadi Maine bhi riwaz-o-tehzeeb se…
Ki tumhe chhu bhi na sake hum itne kareeb the…

Written on 26.01.2016 - 11.00-06 pm (LW) (Prncs)

018 - Ayina (Part-2)

Khud ki Razamandi me unka izhaar chaaha
Maine ishq se bus ek saccha yaar chaha..
Nadaan tha main badi bhul ki Maine…
Ki Zindagi me Maine pyaar ke badle pyaar chaha [2:30 PM]

Yaha koi bheekh nhi deta, wafa to bahaut badi baat hai…
Yaha zeher k bhi paise lagte hai, dawa to bahaut badi baat hai
Tutne pe tule the wo jis rishtey ko… Jodna Maine use baar baar chaha..
Nadaan tha main badi bhul ki Maine…
Ki zindagi me Maine pyaar ke badle pyaar chaha [2:33 PM]

Haal kuch yu hai ki hasne ki wajah nhi milti
Ishq me log rone ke bahane dhundte hai…
Dil todne wale to todkar chale jaate hai…
Hum phir bhi unhe jodne k thikane dhundte h…
Na mangi daulat, na manga rutwa...
Khuda se Maine bus ek azeez dildaar chahaa..
Nadaan tha main badi bhul ki Maine…
Ki zindagi me Maine pyaar ke badle pyaar chaha [2:37 PM]
Maine ishq se bus ek saccha yaar chaha..


# Missing #skhusngmtnuvrspj
# Travelling to Aligarh (in NOIDA)
# Written on - 06.02.2016 in Noon within 8 minutes!(lw)

017 - Ayina

E dil…Maan ja… Ab bahaut hua…
Kisi ne wakt kata mere sath…Na Kabhi dard baata tere saath…
E dil man ja… ab bahaut hua…

Na khud ko kar aasart (depend) kisi bewafa par…
Ki lazim h toofan k baad barsaat ka hona…
Yu to sab kehte h ki har rat ke bad din ata h..
Par nhi tala jata din k baad phir se raat ka hona…
Har insan se bus seekhi itni baat…
Kisi ne wakt kaata mere sath…Na Kabhi dard baata tere saath…

Tune har kisi ko chaha pehle pyaar ki tarah…
Mana tune sabhi ko sacche yaar ki tarah…
Khele tere dil se thokar Mar tod diya…
Na joda use fek diya khilone bekaar ki tarah…
Yahi taleem zindagi yaad ati h har raat…
Kisi ne wakt kaata mere sath…Na Kabhi dard baata tere saath…
(Feeling sleepy) - Leave writing…. Only one couplet trying below
Likhdiya jo likhna tha ab sher ye arz hota hai..
Tadaptey h wo purani yad me jb mausam sard hota h
Dil khush hota h sunke "thoda pyaar krdo"
ki bewafa yaad to krti jab kbhi dard hota h…


Written on 28.01.2016 - 11:35-55pm (LW) Thursday (bxp)
doing skypcht wid fryl n shmrpkstn lstn.sng.wadakrlesajna

016 - Dard Sunao

Mushayarein mein khamosh baithe to logo'n ne kaha "dard sunao"
Humne kaha "khamoshiyo'n" mein jo dard wo gazalo'n mein kaha yaro...

On A True Incident on Aug, 2007 written on 19th Jan 2016 05.07 pm for dd

015 - Expressing The Essence Of Love

In 2003, I fell in first love and that was the starting for journey of my writing. After quit from that ache I again fell in love in 2006, this girl learnt me how to live in pain & how to love one side. By some wrong of her I become a human without heart. After her, many of girl came in life but no one can still abide except the one, who changed my life from bud to flower, land to sky, down to fly, dew to rain. By her love, still I am swimming in the river of true love. But as per changing in destiny, I had to lost her, not love...only our distance increase. As much physically distance increases as much mentally distance increases day by day. Many of mis-understandings came in front of our love & affection, but easily we both resolve it & go ahead with having hand in hands. I am so happy to still with her. Honey, My princess... I miss you so much. Soon, I started this blog to convert my all feelings into words for you. Only you make me happy and to be understand the real meaning of love.

Below poem is belongs to my birthplace when i left it...

Us raat (08th Dec 2002) main roshan kuch yu hua...
Ki khud ki mehfil mein andhera ho gaya...
Kab uski yaad mein raat kati...
Aur najane kab savera ho gaya...
Kaise kab kya hua samajh na paye hum...
Kaise kab kya hua samajh na paye hum...
Kis ghaat se leli vida, kis ghaat par basera ho gaya...
Rawani thi mauzo'n ki jab sagar mein...
Rawani thi mauzo'n ki jab sagar mein...
Sangdil "deepak" ka mahaul kuch aur tha...
Taira to sab saath ho gaye...
Dooba to akela ho gaya...
Main dooba to "akela" ho gaya...

Date - Not Found

014 - Tum Jo Aye Ho Paas Mere

Tum jo aye ho paas mere...
Jagne lage ehsas mere...
Na koi chahat, hai bus itni dua...
Ban jao na tum khass mere...
Tum jo aye ho paas mere...
Jagne lage ehsaas mere...

Rakha dil ko, tasalli dekar...
Ayoge tum barish, ishq ki lekar...
Jo aye ho to barsado na tum...
Abb dil ko lagi hai, pyaas mere...
Ban jao na tum khaas mere...
Tum jo aye ho paas mere...
Jagne lage ehsaas mere...

Teri khushi me hi meri hasi hai...
Ek tu hi in dhadkano'n me basi hai...
Bechain tha, tadapta tha rehta...
Ab jake mili dil ko saas mere...
Ban jao na tum khaas mere...
Tum jo aye ho paas mere...
Jagne lage ehsaas mere...

Udne lage tu khuli baho se...
Aye na koi teri raho mein...
Chhukar main tujhko gungunata rahu...
Hoto'n pe rachdu main koi raas tere...
Ban jao na tum khaas mere...

Tum jo aye ho paas mere...
Jagne lage ehsaas mere...


26.11.2015 - bxp Midnight

013 - Azeez

Ab To Tu Hain Sabse Azeez…
Tujhe Kaise Ye Batau…
Na Yaad Karu, Main Kisi Ko…
Par Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Bhula Sakta Hu Wo December Ki Raat…
Bhula Sakta Hu Wo Pehli Mulakaat…
Bhula Sakta Hu Anjani Si Wo Baat…
Tera Chhupkar Se Dekhna, Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Bhula Sakta Hu Bahane Baat Karne Ke…
Bhula Sakta Hu Din Mulakaat Karne Ke…
Bhula Sakta Hu Wo Lamhe Aane-Jaane Ke…
Wo Teri Khilkhilati Si Hasi Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Wo Karna Batein Ghanto’n Ghar Par Bethkar…
Wo Karna Pyaar Tera Anjaan Bankar Mujhpar…
Wo Karna Mera Mazaak, Kabhi Halka Sa…
Phir Aana Tere Banwati Gusse ka, Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Mai Kaise Bhul Jau…

Tyohaar Aya Tune Di Kali Phool Ki…
De Na Saki Jo Dena Tha, Tu Mazboor Thi…
Mere Kisi Izhaar Pe Tera Sharmana, Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Bhul Jau Wo Tere Liye Mandir Pe Jaana Kabhi Kabhi…
Chup Chupkar Tujhe Chocolate Dena Kabhi Kabhi…
Wo Har Shaam Mein Tera Dikhna, Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Bhul Jao Wo Zamane Ka Jalna…
Bhul Jao Phir Sapno Mein Milna…
Khud Ruthkar Maan Jana Khud, Kaise Bhul Jau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

Ab Tu Hi Meri Pooja, Tujhe Aur Kya Bulau…
E Mere Azeez, Tujhe Main Kaise Bhul Jau…

05-01-2010 Q 25m

012 - Tu Nahi Aaya

Sab Aaye Par… Tu Nahi Aaya…
Mehfildaar Aaye, Baraati Aaye, Aa Gaye Sab Mehmaan…
Mera Dil Ghabraya… Tu Nahi Aaya…

Hatho’n Par Lagi Mehendi Ne Rang Na Diya Apna…
Mehendi Mein Tere Naam Ka, Toot Gaya Wo Sapna…
Nazrein Dhoond Rahi Hain Tujhe, Ki Kaha Gaya Hum-Saya…
Mera Dil Ghabraya, Tu Nahi Aya…

Rakh Le Laal Joda Apna, Ye Rang Na Dega Apna…
Oodhu Tere Haath Se, Toot Gaya Ye Bhi Sapna…
Karu Aankh Bandh, To Lage Tu Chala Aya…
Mera Dil Ghabraya… Tu Nahi Aya…
Maine Apni Saans Mein… Har Jagah Tujhe Paya…
Mere Dil Ghabraya… Tu Nahi Aya…

09-02-2010 Q

011 - Deepak Ko Roshan Banau To Kaise

Main Tujhse Ye Nigahein Milau To Kaise…
Is “Deepak” Ko Roshan Banau To Kaise…
Bahaut Shukriya Tera Hoga, E-Gulshan Batade…
Apni Mohabbat Ki Is Kali Ko, Main Hasi Sa Khilau Kaise…
Main Tujhse Ye Nigahein Milau To Kaise…

Teri Awaaz Sunai Deti Hai… To Ankhein Band Ho Jaati Hai…
Sansein Lambi Si Ho Jaati Hai… Dhadkanein Mand Ho Jaati Hai…
In Sab Ka Matlab Kya Hai… Main Tujhse Batau Kaise…
Main Tujhse Ye Nigahein Milau To Kaise…

Tere Chhune Se Hi To Meri Dhadkanein Chala Karti Hai…
Teri Yado’n Mein Har Raat… Tanhai Pala Karti Hai…
Main To Tadpu Pal Pal… Tujhko Main Satau Kaise…
Main Tujhse Ye Nigahein Milau To Kaise…

Karke Ghayal Nigaho’n Se, Tu Piche Jo Mude…
Aye Qayamat “Deepak”… Teri Zulfein Jo Ude…
Dil Mein Jo Hai Tere Liye, Main Aaj Tujhe Batau Kaise…
Main Tujhse Ye Nigahein Milau To Kaise…
Is “Deepak” Ko Roshan Banau Kaise…

02-08-2009 Q

010 - Deepak Ka Ujala

Laakh Ghata Chhaye Par “Deepak” Tale To Ujala Hoga…
Ki Hum Jaisa Tujhe Na Koi Chahne Wala Hoga…
Ya Khuda… Keher Hain Uski Har Ada Mere Upar “E-Sanam”
Pathhar Rakhkar Seene Pe, Tujhe Khuda Ne Utara Hoga…

Teri Jhuki Nazro’n Hi To, Dil Bekarar Kiya Hain…
Main Barso Se Tera Intzaar Kiya Hai…
Shayad Tu Anjaan Hai Mere Ishq Ke Zamane se…
Pyaar Thoda Nahi, Beshumar Kiya Hain…
Aaj Tak Na Ek Ansu… Mere Liye Tune Nikala Hoga…
Par… Hum Jaisa Na Tujhe Koi Chahne Wala Hoga…

Tu Apni Dil Ki Dhadkano’n Ko Gin Kar Bata De…
Dil Mein Jo Ho Raha Hain… Dil Se Dil Ko Jata De…
Khamoshiyo’n Ki Zubaani Ye Ankhein Baya’n Karengi…
Main Samajh Jaunga Chehre Se Zara Zulf To Hata De…
Qubul Hai Mujhe E-Haseen Tera Jo Bhi Sila Hoga…
Par… Hum Jaisa Na Tujhe Koi Chahne Wala Hoga…
Ya Khuda… Keher Hain Uski Har Ada Mere Upar “E-Sanam”
Pathhar Rakhkar Seene Pe, Tujhe Khuda Ne Utara Hoga…

09-03-2007 E 10m

009 - Barbaad Ho Jau Main ?

Kyu Na Teri Mohabbat Mein Barbaad Ho Jau Main…
Kyu Na Teri Chahat Mein Kuch Kar Jau Main…
Log Ki Chachat Rahi Hogi Tere Liye Hadh Tak E Sanam…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Tu Rahe Mere Samne Umra Bhar Tujhe Pyaar Karu…
Deewana Hu Tera, Teri Har Baat Par Aitbaar Karu…
Kyu Na Bankar Anchal Tere Seene Se Lipat Jau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Tujhse Kuch Na Keh Pana, Ye Meri Mazboori Hain…
Is Mohabbat Ko, Kya Zuba’n Se Kehna Zaroori Hain…
Kyu Na Saari Batein Tujhe Ankho’n Se Samjhau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Kuch Din Baad Chali Jayegi,
Tu Mujhse Door Ho Jayegi…
Chal Aaj Khud Se Tujhe Roshan Kar Jau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Har Raat Har Din Sirf Tujhe Yaad Kiya Karta Hu…
Tere Hi Khayalo’n Mein Apna Har Lamha Abaad Kiya Karta Hu…
Kya Aaj Bankar Ek Lavz “Ha” Tere Honto’n Pe Ubhar Aau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Kya Guzar Sakegi Tere Agosh Mein Ye Shaam Kabhi…
Kya Kat Sakengi Tere Sath December Ki Raat Kabhi…
Tere Seene Se Lag Ke, Kyu Na Aaj Dil Halka Kar Jau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…
Bicha Du Khushiyo’n Ko, Tere Kadmo’n Tale Tu Kahe To…
Nikal Du Sare Gham Is Dil Se, Jo Aakar Tu Rahe…
Sochta Hu Duao’n Ki Kitaab Tujhe Likh Jau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Ek Roz Tujhe Dekha Tha, Socha Khwaab Hoga…
Par Ek Tera Faisla “Ha” Mein, Mere Liye Sabse Bada Jawaab Hoga…
Kyu Na Apni Koi Hasi, Phir Se Dhoond Lau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Jo Tu Ho Raazi, Tujhe Baho’n Mein Bhar Lunga…
Teri Zulfein Jinko Chhune Ko Tarsa, Ankho’n Pe Dhak Lunga…
Kya Sukoo’n Bankar, Teri Sanso’n Mein Utar Jau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Dekh! Tujhe Zindagi Bhar Roshani Dega Ye “Deepak”
Tere Liye E-Sanam, Har Sitam Sahega Ye “Deepak”
Kyu Na Aaj Tujhse Baat Kar Hi Aau Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Bahaut Wakt Ho Gaya Likhte Likhte Shaam Ho Gayi…
Nazrein Bhi Tere Deedar Ko Pareshan Ho Gayi…
Kyu Na Likhna Chhod, Teri Gali Mein Ghoom Ayi Main…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

Kyu Na Teri Mohabbat Mein Barbaad Ho Jau Main…
Kyu Na Teri Chahat Mein Kuch Kar Jau Main…
Log Ki Chachat Rahi Hogi Tere Liye Hadh Tak E Sanam…
Kyu Na Aaj Hadh Se Gujar Jau Main…

08-02-2010 E Q 35m

008 - Mohabbat Karlu ?

Kyun Na Main Tumse Mohabbat Karlu??
Tere Chehre Ko Niharu…
Teri Zulfo’n Ko Sawaru…
Dooba Rahu Teri Nigaho’n Mein…
Bus Teri Baho’n Mein…
Ek Gunaah Main Aaj Karlu…
Kyu Na Main Tumse Mohabbat Karlu…
Kaash Tere Honto’n Ko Choom Sakta…
Kaash Teri Baho’n Mein Jhoom Sakta…
Teri Zulfein Mere Chehre Pe Girti…
Galo’n Pe Tere Ye Ungliya Firti…
Bus Aaj… Main Tujhe Apne Agosh Mein Karlu…
Kyu Na Main Tumse Mohabbat Karlu…
Achanak Kabhhi Jo Ye Lab Takrayein…
Sunu Dhadkanein, Jo Tu Ghabrayein…
Rakhdu Tabhi Tere Hatho’n Pe Haath…
Har Pareshani Mein Du Tera Saath…
Har Lamhe Mein Tujhe Behsumar Pyaar…
Meri Khamoshi Samajh, Mujhe Hai Tera Intzaar
Har Sapna Dono Ka Sakaar Kardu…
Kyu Na Main Tumse Mohabbat Karlu…
Is “Deepak” Ki Ek Chahat Hain…
Tu Pyaar De, Isi Mein Rahat Hain…
Bankar Sasein Tere Seene Mein Utar Jau…
Marna Bhi Ho To Tere Gaud Mein Mar Jau…
Raazi Hain To Bata Main Pyaar Abhi Aaj Karlu…
Bus Teri Baho’n Mein…
Ek Gunaah Main Aaj Karlu…
Kyu Na Main Tumse Mohabbat Karlu…

20-07-2009 Q 12m

007 - Lamha

Jane Kyu Har Lamha Laut Kar Aata Hai Baar-Baar…
Lagta Hain Ya Nahi Tujhe…
Ki Koi Kar Raha Hai Barso Se Tera Intzaar…
Laut Aa Ek Baar, Bus Ek Baar…
Fir Meri Baari…
Ki Main Tujhe Kaise Roku…
Ek Baar Aakar To Dekh…
Khud Khuda Bhi Tujhe Bulaye To Main…
Jane Nahi Dunga…
Teri Qismat Main Khud Likh Dunga…
Kar Dunga Qurbaan Uske Kadmo’n Mein…
Apni Saari Khushiya’n…
Khareed Lunga… Sare Gam-e-duniya…
Bus Manunga To Sirf Tere Liye Khushiyo’n Ka Jaha’n…
Ki Agle Janam… Ye Judaai Na Ho…
Bus Juadaai Na Ho…
Tu Ajnabi Rahe…
Par Rahe Mere Samne…

04-04-2010 E

006 - Yaad Aate Ho Tum

Har Taraf Har Lamha Sirf Yaad Aate Ho Tum…
Har Raat Ka Har Sapna, Sirf Dikhate Ho Tum…
Na Jane Kis Gunah Ki Saza De Rahe Ho Tum Mujhe…
Ankho’n Mein Baskar, Ashqo’n Se Nikal Jaate Ho Tum…
Kya Karu Fariyaad Tumse Dil Mein Rehne Ki…
Dhadkano’n Ke Zariye Dil Ko Chhu Jaate Ho Tum…
Har Taraf Har Lamha Sirf Yaad Aate Ho Tum…

Kaise Kahe Tumse Ki Tum Bin Jeena Mushkil Hai…
Palak Jhapaktein Hi Nazro’n Se Gayab Ho Jate Ho Tum…
Kabhi Akele Ho To Kuch Kehne Ki Koshish Karu… (Pradeep)
Par Humesha Kisi Ko Saath Le Aate Ho Tum…
Kaha Tha Hawa Se Maine, Zakar Meri Sifarish Kare…
Laut Ayi Wapas, Ki Usme Bhi Ishq Ki Khusbu Jagate Ho Tum…
Kehne Lage Panchiyo’n Se Ki Batayein Tumko Dil-e-Haal Humara…
Suna Hai Unko Bhi Dekhkar Bahaut Itrati Ho Tum…
Gaye Bago’n Mein, Aur Phulo’n Se Sifarish Ki…
Awaaz Ayi Ki Unko Bhi Dil Se Lagati Ho Tum…
Ab To Koi Aasra Hain Na Ummed Hai…Sanam…
Kyuki Har Khwaab Ke Saath Ek Tadap De Jati Ho Tum…
Akhir Kab Neendein Meri Ankhon Se Milengi…
Ye Intzaar Kya Kabhi Khatam Kar Sakte Ho Tum…
Har Taraf Har Lamha Sirf Yaad Aate Ho Tum…
Sach! Bahaut Yaad Aate Ho Tum…

17-01-2007 Q

005 - E Kalam Likh De

E Kalam Likh De Kuch Aisa..
Ki Sab Samajh Ajaye Use…
Bin Bole, Bin Sune…
Har Baat Samajh Ajaye Use…
Ki Chahta Hu Kitna Use…
Kitna Pyaar Main Karta Hu…
Majboor Hu Kuch Keh Nahi Sakta…
Kaash Koi Samjha Jaye Use…
Har Din, Har Raat…
Sirf Uska Chehra Samne Rehta Hai…
Ban Jata Wo Lamha Hasi..
Jab Bhi Wo Mujhse Kuch Kehta Hai…
Bahaut Tadapte Hai Uski Baho Ko..
Zara Ye Koi Bataye Use…
Mazboor Hu Kuch Keh Nahi Sakta…
Kaash Koi Samjha Jaye Use…
Aaye Aaj Wo Chaha Kuch Kehna…
Par Hum Kuch Keh Na Sake…
Dar Tha Wo Baat Na Ho..
Jisko Wo Seh Na Sake…
Pathhar Rakh Liya Seene Pe..
Ki Ehsaas Na Ho Jaye Use…
Mazboor Hu Kuch Keh Nahi Sakta…
Kaash Koi Samjha Jaye Use…
Baaki Jo Din Bache Hai…
Uske Sheher Mein Mere Liye…
In Dino Me Wo Dedu Sab…
Jo Is Dil Me Hai Uske Liye…
Kaise Karte Hai Izhaar-e-mohabbat…
Koi Samjhaye Mujhe…
Mazboor Hu Kuch Keh Nahi Sakta…
Kaash Koi Samjha Jaye Use…
Jab Wo Nahi Hoti To Kami Si Khalti Hai…
Us Kami Ki Shakal Hubabu Usse Milti Hai…
Kabhi Koi Meri Dhadkan Zara…
Suna Jaye Use…
Mazboor Hu Kuch Keh Nahi Sakta…
Kaash Koi Samjha Jaye Use…
E Kalam Likh De Kuch Aisa..
Ki Sab Samajh Ajaye Use…

18-06-2009 E

004 - Main Jee Liya

Duniya Ne Mere Marne Ki, Kasar Nahi Chhodi…
Par Tujhe Dekh Main Jee Liya…
Aagyi Nobat Girne Ki Jab Meri…
Tune Sambhala To Main Jee Liya…

Anjane Se Sheher Me Mil Gaya…
Tu Mujhe Achanak Se Mil Gaya…
Na Koi Manzil, Na Koi Maksad…
Sirf Tujhe Hi Har Mukaam Mana Maine…
Khush Hu, Bahaut Khush… Ki…
Ki Khud Ke Naam Se Hi Tera Naam Jana Maine (Deepak+I = DeepIka)
Gira Tere Naam Ka Ashq Meri Ankho’n Se Aaj…
Na Girne Diya, Maine Honto’n Se Pee Liya…
Bhul Gaye Sab Mujhe..
Bhulne Laga Main Khud Ki Sansein…
Par Aaj Jo Teri Yaad Ayi… To Main Jee Liya…
Sone Laga Phir Mein Apni Neendo’n Mein…
Teri Palkein Jo Uthi, Main Bhi Jag Hi Gaya…
Maut Ka Raah Ko Dekhkar, Rona Aa Raha Tha…
Tujhe Hasta Jo Dekha, Main Jee Liya…
Tujhe Dekha, To Main Jee Liya…

29-01-2010 E

003 - Chahat

Bas! Ek Baar Tu Mil Jaye Mujhe…
Main Duniya Paane Ki Chahat Na Rakhunga…
Ek Baar Basa Le Dil Mein Apne…
Phir Dil Se Nikalne Ki Ahahat Na Karunga…

Agar Mil Jaye Mujhe Sahara Teri Mauzo’n Ka…
Zindagi Bhar Kisi Mehfil Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mil Jaye Mujhe Jaam Teri Nazro’n Ka…
Zindagi Bhar Kisi Mai-Khane Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mil Jaye Do Pal Mujhe Khusbu Teri…
Zindagi Bhar Kisi Gulshan Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mil Jaye Mujhe Teri Zulfo’n Ka Saaya…
Zindagi Bhar Kisi Shaam Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mil Jaye Jo Tere Chehre Ki Hasi…
Zindagi Bhar Kisi Khushi Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mile Sparsh Maathe Me Tere Honto’n Ka…
Zindagi Bhar Phir Kisi Naseeb Ki Chahat Na Karunga…
Agar Mil Jaye Aagosh Pal Bhar Ka…
Agar Mil Jaye… Agosh Pal Bhar Ka…
Zindagi Bhar Maut Ki Chahat Na Karunga…

Ek Baar Basa Le Dil Mein Apne…
Phir Dil Se Nikalne Ki Ahahat Na Karunga…
Bas! Ek Baar Tu Mil Jaye Mujhe…
Main Duniya Paane Ki Chahat Na Rakhunga…

21-08-2009 Q LW

002 - Beete Lamhe

Beete Hue Lamhe To Gaye… Par Teri Yadein Paas Chhod Gaye…
Tum To Door Hue, Par Fariyadein Paas Chhod Gaye…
Tumhe Pakar Humesha Khush Rehne Ke…
Kuch Pakke Kuch Nazuk Se, Irade Paas Chhod Gaye…
Beete Hue Lamhe To Gaye… Par Teri Yadein Paas Chhod Gaye…

Roye The Sawaan Mein Hum, Ansu Baarish Mein Beh Gaye…
Tanhai Ki Ghatao’n Mein Hum To, Judaai Ka Patjhad Bhi Seh Gaye…
Aayi Rut Jhulo’n Ki, Humne Tere Liye Bhi Lagaye The…
Par Wakt Ki Aandhi Mein Wo, Khali Hi Jhulte Reh Gaye…
Chhoti Si Mulakaat Ke Baad, Tum Lambi Raatein Paas Chhod Gaye…
Beete Hue Lamhe To Gaye… Par Teri Yadein Paas Chhod Gaye…

Sahara Na Mila Kisi Dost Ki Parchai Ka…
Padne Laga Tujh Bin Saaya Humpe Tanhai Ka…
Farebi Mehfilo’n Ko Ujaad Kar, Is “Deepak” Ko Pehchaan Lo…
Humse Pehle Itna Roshan Naam Na Tha Rusvaai Ka…
Wakt To Beet Gaya, Tum Kuch Batein Paas Chhod Gaye…
Beete Hue Lamhe To Gaye… Par Teri Yadein Paas Chhod Gaye…

17-10-20019 Q

001 - Preet

Achanak Se Jo Tera Aana Hua…
Sansein Ruk Gayi…
Palkein Jhuki Si Hai…
Dil Ghabra Gaya…Ki
Ki Kaun Ye Naya Agya…
Tujhe Jana…
Pehchana…Aur…
Aur Fir…
Andar Se Dastak Ayi…
Ki..Are..
Are Ye To Wahi Hain…
Jisne Di Hai Rato’n Ki Khamoshiya’n…
Jisse Chhai Hai Humpar Madhoshiya’n…
Phir…
Phir Ye Ab Tak Kaha Tha…
Ki Hum Tadapte Rahe Umra Bhar…
Taras Gaya Dekhne Ko Ek Katra Use…
Ab…
Ab Na Jaane Dunga Door…
Tumhe Baho Mein Bhar Lunga…
Aur Apni Saso’n Se Kahunga Ki…
Ab Ye Achanak Nahi Ayegi…
Dil Ki Dhadkano’n Ko Nahi Badhayegi…
Ye Mera Saath Nibhayegi…
Mujhse Preet Lagayegi…
Lagaogi Na…Hmm…

02-08-2009 Q

Welcome To My Blog - Deepak Goyal

Here, I will post my self written lines on some true incidents and internal affairs. Also you'll get to read here about social, familiar and fictions. In last 4 years I was continuously thinking about to publish my novel "An Indemnity" but due to some financial problems & surprisingly life turns I had to left it for sometime. For this I continue my writing and let's see next is what?

A true fact of my first love story : (Her Name) = (My Name) - I
So I write...
Mujme se mujhi ko judaa rakhta hai…
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