First Poem For Last Love
Arzi hai teri ki main aaj tere liye “kuch” likhu
Samajh nhi ata us “kuch” mein main kya likhu
Likh du bechainiya apne dil ki tujhe, ya jo khoya hai karaar likhu
Na likh saku badalti karwato ka dard, to kaha se kya tuje e-yaar likhu
Dekh! Na maine aj tak kiya hai jo, wo tere saath ho raha hai
Tu kahe to main apna, sirf apna, tere liye, aaj “pyaar” likhu
Likh du tere naam apni betabiyan, bebasi or majburiya
Ya tere liye jo dekhe wo sapne main tamam likhu…
Chal “Tujhse” shuru krta hu…
Tu hai wo sukoon jo mil jaye, to maja maut mein bhi na aye.
Tu hai wo khushi jo mil jaye, to maja jashn mein bhi na aye.
Tu hai tanhai ajab si, job bheed mein bhi akela kardeti hai mujhe
Tu hai purvai, jo roz sham ko mehka deti hai mujhe.
Tu hai wo ujli kiran jisske rub-a-ru se ye “Deepak” roshan hai
Tu hai wo chahat, jo mil jaye to koi khwaish na rahe
Tu sukoon hai, tu chain hai, mera karaar bhi tu hai.
Aaj sach kehta hu “Honey”, sathi humsafar to alag, mera pyar bhi tu hai
Ab kuch “meri” sunle…
Main hu awara badal, na jane kispe barsunga.
Par yakeen hai, tere liye har pal tarsunga.
Tu mil jaye bus, fir to agli saas nahi chahiye.
Tu ho baho mein, fir koi paas nhi chahhiye
Rakh bharosa mujh pe, tujh beshumar pyar dunga
Bachake rakha hai itne saalo se, har pal bar bar dunga
Tujhe rakhu piche palko ke, ankho mein basa lunga
Roz tujhe chhu kar tujhe or bhi tujhe nikhar dunga
Ab sun “mohabbat” kitni hai
Teri ankho ne Quaid kar liya hai meri najar ko
Ab jaha bhi dekhu, najar tu hi ati hai mujhe
Ye kya hai, ishq hai, fareb hai, bachpna hai ya bhool
Tu paas ake kyu nhi smjhati hai mujhe ?
Tab samjhayegi jab dil teri dhadkano se chalne lagega
Tab samjhayegi jab teri saaso se mera badan jud chukka hoga
Tab samjhayegi jab in ankho mein sapne tere ane laggenge… ya
Tab samjhayegi jab tere chehre ko dekh kar hi mera din nikla krega
Dekh!
Wakt hai abhi, mujhe sambhal de, mohabbt hone se
Warna fir koi nhi rok payega tujhe mujse mohabbt hone se
Ho gaya ishq to tujhe main khushi se bol dalunga
Kaske tujh baho mein, tere jism ko tod dalunga
Bebasi ki jindagi pe thuk-kar, main teri liye sapne dekhunga
Tera saath paate hi main apni kismat mod dalunga
Rakhunga tujhe bachake duniya ki buri njaar se…
Apni hasrat ko tujhme nichod dalunga
Na smjhunga, na smjhne dunga, be-inteha ishq jataunga
Ek ek katra apni mohabbat ka, main roz tujhpe luatunga
Bataunga tujhe zindagi ne kitni thokre di hai mujhe
Bataunga kitna jhulsa hu main khud ki barbadi mein
Batunaga tujhe maine gham kitna saha…or
Bataunga tujhe ki ye ankhein itni ghayal kyu rehti hai
Meri “hasrato” ko jaan le ab…
Hai hasrat hai tujhe gale lagake jee bhar ke rone ki
Teri sukoon bhari god mein sari umra sone ki
Ki meri adat ban chuki hai chupke chupke
Ansuo ki barish se apni palko ko dhone ki
Hai hasrat tujhe pyar itna du, tu “busss karo” kehde
Or main krta jau, krta jau, krta jau…
Teri jheel si akho mein, doob jau or tujpe harpal
Main marta jau, marta jau, marta jau
Sun!
Thak gaya hu main ladte ladte tanhai se
Ab to thaapad se lagte hai purvai se
Tu kuch kar is pathjhad ko sawan mein badal de
Paas aa, mera ishq to dekh gehrai se.
Ab tu hi bata likhne ko meri zindagi hai poori
Kya use tere liye main ab e-yaar likhu ?
Arzi hai teri ki main aaj tere liye “kuch” likhu
Samajh nhi ata us “kuch” mein main kya likhu...
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Jabse dekha hai tujhe, mujhe khud nhi maloom ye kya hai
Ishq hai, jog hai… ye kaisi khala hai, kaisi bala hai
Aa na… samhja naa ake, main kya karu bechain hu bahaut
Is mohabbt ki aag mein ye "Deepak” ki kyu har pal jala hai
Thursday, 27/9/12 Night 10.00 pm - this poem is writing for last love when her love for me is 2% only and she asks for to write 2 lines for her. ..
Now think when it will be 100% then I write once again in front of her...